BOOK 3: The Mafia Game (Hiatus)

REST

If you don't have something good to say, shut your mouth, they say.

Tulad ng nakasulat sa title ng part na ito, I'll be on rest. Meaning, the story, all of my story maybe, and even this account will be put in hiatus.

I've been reading comments regarding sa first chapter title ng story na ito, and maybe I am just being immature and making a big deal out of it. Pero nababastos po kasi ako. Feeling ko mali ang decision na gawin kong chapter title ang Welcome Ad Infernum dahil wala na kayong ginawa kun'di magcomment na "Apostle Thirteen" "Naalala ko ang infamous line ng Apostle Thirteen" blah blah blah and so on and so forth.

I'm not against of any other stories, but I'm so tired reading all these.

First issue is, 'yung resemblance ng character ni Vincent kay Summer ng MHSG which I had clarified long time ago that yes, Summer has been and the reason kung bakit nabuo ang character ng isang Vincent Mc Garden ng The Mafia Game.

Again, The Mafia Game.

This story you've been reading since prologue until the last chapter was entitled The Mafia Game and not Apostle Thirteen or Montello High: School of Gangsters. Though, I am a really, really really big fan of MHSG na mayroon din akong sariling book because I really really love the book. Hindi ko pa nababasa ang A13 so I have no idea and I have nothing to tell about it. But I can tell na maganda ang story na 'to since puro 'yun lang ang kinocomment niyo sa first chapter.

But still, being compared, linked, or pointing out resemblance -- good or bad -- of your own book, your own plot to any other stories has been so tiring. All this time, for more than a year, hindi ako nagsalita ng kahit na ano tungkol sa bagay na ito. Pero nakakabastos lang po. Feeling ko nagsasayang lang ako ng oras bumuo ng story na dapat ay sa'kin. Pero hindi ko maramdaman dahil sa reason na 'to.

So I'm here to tell you all that I'll be on hiatus to cool off. Pasensya na sa mga madadamay but my mood has been on floored and puddled na wala akong lakas para tapusin yung draft na sinusulat ko. I tried but I just can't. I'm gonna post it basta maayos na ang mood ko.

I'm sour and bitter and salty. I know. And I don't care because this is how I feel.

Kung aalis ka, salamat sa pagbabasa at sa oras na nilaan mo sa story na ito kahit na alam kong mas marami diyang story na higit na mas maganda kaysa sa gawa ko.

Kung mag-i-stay ka, sobrang nagpapasalamat ako sa'yo. At sana makapag-antay ka hanggang sa matapos ko ang story na ito. Pasensya na rin kung parang bata umasta si author. Ganito lang talaga ako.

Pasensya na at salamat.

Salty procrastinator author,

caramel macchiato