Hockey Imagines

Tyler Seguin (Dallas)

***Warning*** ***I don't think Tyler would do this***

You were at home trying to keep yourself busy after the loss of your father and your twin brother in a horrible accident. It has been extremely hard on you because of how close you were with them. You never had a very good relationship with your mother so it was like you and your dad against the world, at least that's what he always told you. Your twin brother, Spencer was your partner in crime. You guys did absolutely everything together and when you heard he was gone you were more devastated than hearing about your dad even though that killed you too. You took the news hard, and you were at a point where you didn't know what to do.

You were making dinner when your boyfriend of 2 year, Tyler walked in. "Hey baby, how are you doing?" "I'm fine." "Why don't you ever tell me the truth?" "What do you want me to tell you? That everything is great, that everything is perfect? Tyler my life is fucking falling apart at the seams!" "I wish you would tell me how you actually felt because then I could actually fucking help you! You keep everything to yourself and never let anyone in." "I'm sorry, maybe I'm trying! You have no idea what it's like!" "What what's like? You never tell me anything so how am I supposed to know what's going on?!" "I lost my dad and my brother in a horrific car accident Tyler!!!" "Get over it!" "Excuse me?" "Get over it, face the facts, it's life." "You're an asshole! You have no idea how much it hurts because you're Tyler Seguin, Mr. Invincible, Mr. I'm better than everyone else. News flash Tyler, life's not fucking perfect and I hope you find out the fucking hard way too." "Don't be such a baby." "I wish I couldn't feel a damn thing because then life would be easier and nothing could hurt you. People always say you need to accept the fact that they're gone but how the hell do you do that when all you want if for them to be back, for them to be right by your side, for them to still be alive. You tell me that you want me to talk to you but how can I talk to you when you are never fucking home?!" "You knew when we started dating that I wouldn't be home a lot." "Then you can't expect me to tell you everything. So you wanna know how I feel? I feel like shit... and I can't do anything about it. I can't just tell myself to be happy and then expect everything to be rainbows and butterflies. I am falling apart and you don't even care. I told you what happened to my dad and brother and what did you do? Nothing, you went out with Jamie and the guys. Did you ever think that maybe I need you?! You don't even care." You were full on balling at this point and there was no way to stop it.

"I care and you have no right to accuse me of not caring because that's all I've done. Look at everything I've done for you!" "Tyler! I don't care about the money, or the thing you can buy with the money. I want someone who cares, who doesn't care about the money, I want someone who at least fucking listens to me! You weren't here, you weren't here when I needed you to be! You promised me that you'd always be there when I needed you but you weren't. I feel so alone Tyler, I feel like I don't belong, I feel like I shouldn't be alive. Why should I be here when I have nothing to live for and no one that cares about me. No one cares about how broken someone could be. They tell you to suck it up, out a band-aid on it. It's not that simple!" "I am always there for you!" "No you aren't, you are never there and that's the sad reality people make promises they can't keep. You promised that you'd always be by my side, that you'd never let me cry, that you'd never let anything hurt me. Guess what by life is a big ball of pain, and hurt. I can't do it anymore Tyler." "Do what?" "Life, I'm better off dead anyway. It'd make everyone's lives so much better. Goodbye Tyler." You grabbed shoes and just ran, and you ran as far as you could.