Hockey Imagines

Jonathan Toews (Chicago Blackhawks)

You are in a relationship with long term boyfriend Jonathan Toews, captain of the Chicago Blackhawks. You guys have been together for 4 years and you were with him when he won the Stanley Cup in 2013 and 2015. However this season has not turned out exactly how Jon and the Hawks guys have wanted it to. They fell to the St. Louis Blues in the first round losing in game 7. To say Jon was devastated is a bit of an understatement. For the first few days all Jonny wanted was to be together which you didn't mind. You guys had a lot of movie nights and cuddling. But now Jonny has been very distant, not wanting anything to do with anything. You have tried to help but he just gives you the cold shoulder and you aren't sure if you could do it for much longer, he has never treated you this way before and you hated it.
    "I'm back!" He yelled and you heard him throw his bag down with force and he came into the kitchen where you were making dinner. He threw open the fridge and grabbed a beer and slammed the door shut. "Jon?" "Leave me alone." He walked out of the room. You bit your lip and went back to making pasta. When it was done you called Jon in and he silently grabbed his food but you weren't hungry so you didn't eat anything. You sat on the chair in the living room while Jonny sat on the couch. "Are you going to eat?" He asked with an attitude. "No." "Why not?" "I'm not hungry." Truth is you really haven't felt well the last few days. "You need to eat." "I'm not hungry." "You never listen to me." "Excuse me?" "You never listen to me! You have no respect for me or anything I do for you!" "That's a lie, I love you Jonathan! I'm not hungry it's not like I haven't eaten in a week." "No, you don't care about me! I was eliminated from the playoff you think this is easy!" "No, I know it's not! But you can't just treat me like shit!" "I'm not!" "Yes you are." "You don't understand do you!?!?" "Obviously you think I don't!" "You don't understand how it feels to have that much pressure on your shoulder, you don't know what it's like to carry a team on your shoulders, you don't know what it's like to have the blame placed on you everytime your lose. You don't understand how it feels to love your girlfriend was she clearly does not love you back." That one stung, tears filled your eyes. "See you can't even deny it. Just leave." "Jon..." "No get out of my house!!" You nodded and went to the bedroom and got a bag of the necessities and grabbed your car keys and went to the front door. "I love you." You whispered before walking out of the house and getting into your car and you drove around for a while until you decided to go to a hotel since all the guys would tell Jonny and you'd be in an even worse situation. You got a room and absolutely broke down. You cried so much you made yourself sick and you ran to the bathroom.
    After a week of being sick you decided to go to the doctor, you haven't heard from Jonny since that night he told you to leave and you have a feeling he doesn't want you coming back either. The doctor called your name and you went into the back exam rooms and explained how you had been feeling. She decided to run some tests and you just had to wait. It had to have been about half an hour before the doctor came back in. "Alright congratulations, you are pregnant." As much as you wanted to be happy, it felt like your world was coming crashing down. "Let's go do an ultrasound." You followed her and she set everything up before moving the wand on your stomach. You watched the screen and she pointed out the small baby and You smiled. "Everything looks good, looks healthy. Would you like a picture?" "Yes please." She printed the picture for you and went over all the do's and don't's. After the appointment you went to Jonny's because he deserved to know, whether he was going to stay or not, that's a different story. I knocked and Kaner opened the door. "You shouldn't be here." "I need to tell him something." "He doesn't want to see you." "Patrick please. I need to ask him something and then I'm going to leave, I know he doesn't want me but please." "Jonny!" Jon came over and gave me a disgusted look. "What?" "All I need is a second of your time alone." "Kaner go." He nodded and Jonny stepped out closing the door behind him. "Talk." "I know this probably isn't going to change how you feel about me but this is yours." You gave him the ultrasound and watched his face which fell and tears filled his eyes. "Is it mine?" You nodded. "Leave." "Whatever you want, I'm sorry Jonathan. Just know one thing, I love you, always have, always will."