Tough Guys Turn Me On (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 24: Unconciously.

Chapter 24: Unconciously.

"Every action causes a reaction. Don't be surprised at the outcome when you treat people in a unfavorable manner."

Cedie's POV

In every single day, in every hour that pass, i always think of how this relationship would become. I don't want this to end. I don't want to cry again, no, not anymore. If this relationship is bound to end, then so be it. I won't hinder Fate nor Destiny, I'm not that strong.

Two weeks and i haven't seen Luke yet. He calls or text time to time but seeing him personally is much more better. In his calls, his voice is low and weak as if something bothers him. Ayokong magtanong, ayokong pangunahan siya. If he still trust me then i don't have to ask, siya na mismo ang nagsasabi. Pero kinukutuban ako, parang may mali. May hindi tama. Di ko pa alam kung ano pero sisiguraduhin kong malalaman ko.

I can feel weight pulling me down everytime i speak to Luke, ewan ko pero ang bigat sa pakiramdam. Nakakawalan ng gana. Yung parang pakiramdam mo may mangyayaring mali. I hated this feeling. This is the same feeling when Jake started to ruin everything. And I'm scared of this.

"Ayos ka lang?" Tanong ni Tristan, tapos ay umakbay.

"Ayos lang.. bakit?" Ipinatong ko naman ang ulo ko sa balikat niya.

"Gusto mo bili kita ng MilkTea?"

"Nah, maya na. Libre mo ko."

He didn't answer, instead his 'akbay' turned into a light hug. We sat there in silence, watching the rain soak the ground while savoring the warmth comfort that we receive from each other. Ewan ko, kapag si Tristan ang gumagawa nito sa akin ay hinahayaan ko lang siya, pero pag iba kaagad pumapasok sa isip ko ay minamanyak ako. I don't want to sound like I'm being a feelingero but that's what i feel, bat ba.

"Oy." Then i poked him on his cheeks.

"Oh?" He answered without glancing at me.

"Nakailan ka na GF?"

"Dalawa tsaka isang BF."

"Ohh. Okay. Sino yung ex mong lalake?"

"Bestfriend ko, dati, pero ngayon di na kami naguusap."

"Sino nakipagbreak?"

"Siya." With that, I did not ask further questions. Baka mabwisit eh.

We decided to leave the school since we don't have our last subject which is Statistics, instead we went to a newly opened Tea Place. It was a simple place, very realaxing and very classic. The ambiance of the place is very soothing, the vintage interior gives you a sosyal feeling. Since Tj is the one who asked me here he paid my MilkTea and a Blueberry Cheesecake, Luke's favourite. Just the thought of him makes me feel really blue. Sudden rush of emotions and feelings mix together and simply melt then form another wave. Ugh.

"Sakit ng ulo ko, Tj." Reklamo ko sakanya.

"Sabi kasing magpayong eh."

"Ayoko. Sabi nga ni Bob Marley, Some feel the Rain, while others simple get wet."

"Sabi naman nila Bawal ang magkasakit."

Kung magkasakit kaya ako, will Luke take time to take care of me? Try ko kaya?

"May sakit ako." I texted Luke, then waited for his reply. After a while he replied "Puntahan kita mamaya. Nagpaulan ka siguro. Tsk."

After reading that text, i can't stop from grinning. Atleast may pakealam pa siya sa akin. Pero mabilis din napalitan ng lungkot, kailangan ko pa palang magkasakit para lang bisitahin ako.