Shawn Mendes Imagines

4: Motel 46

Motel 46
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I lay still on the old, rotten, dusty sheets that were spread along the bed of Motel 46. Wondering why. Why did he leave me? Why did he lie to me? Why did he try to change me? Why did he break me?

I was never the type of girl to mope around after a breakup. I promised myself that after my first breakup that I would never dwell on what once was.

I loved him. God, I loved him more than any amount of words could possibly say but unfortunately it was only one-sided.

I will never understand why I loved him so much. Was it because of his looks? His talents? The fact that there were millions of girls who loved him and I had him? Or just because he manipulated me into loving him. He made me think I was his only one- the only one he couldn't live without.

I sighed deeply recalling every memory of the past years that replayed repeatedly in my head. This one-sided love was driving me crazy. I was wrecking my mind trying to find explanations; anything that would settle the thoughts that were roaming freely in my mind.

I needed him, even though I didn't want him.