Shawn Mendes Imagines

190: Too Much?

Shawn

Her lips fit perfectly against mine, our breathing becoming strangled and uneven as our hands caressed every part of each other's body.

"Shawn." He moaned lightly as my lips strayed for hers and towards her neck. "Shawn-"

Her hands ran up my neck, cupping my cheeks in her hands and pulling my lips back to hers.

"Baby-" I sighed. My hands travelled down her waist, pulling her closer to me and locking her thighs around me. The soft robe that adorned her body was the only material stopping me from seeing her fully, in all her glory.

We reached the bedroom, the bed freshly made and candles were lit around the room. I pulled away and looked into her eyes. Her cheeks flushed and she looked down.

"Um,"

"Baby, did you do this?" I asked, taking her hands in mine. She nodded and I smiled. I tugged at the ties of her robe and watched as the material fell and pooled at her feet.

Both of us inhaled sharply; y/n because of the instant exposure to the cold but me, I inhaled because as I looked at her standing in front of me in nothing but delicate lace lingerie I realised I had never been in love with a girl more than I have right now. I loved her. The most beautiful, amazing girl was stood right in front of me, staring at me as if I was the only thing that ever mattered in the world.

"y/n-"

"Is it too much?" She asked hastily.

"No!" I abruptly shouted. "I mean it's perfect- you're perfect."

"I just wanted our first time together to be- you know, special."

"It is and it will be. I promise." She nodded.

We both stood still in the exact same places we had been; about a foot apart. y/n's hand slowly reached up to her shoulder as she slid the strap down her arm and repeated the same action on the other side. She then reached for the back and undone the clasp of her bra and allowed it to drop to the floor.

My heart rate and breathing rate increased and I raced to unbuckle my belt and slip off my jeans. Once my jeans were off, I wasted no time pulling down my underwear and stood naked in front of her.

She pulled tugged the waistband of her panties and down and dropped them on top of the bra. I was frozen to the spot. Our eyes both surveying each other, taking in everything; every curve, every detail.

I took a step forward and placed my considerably large hands around her waist and rested my forehead against hers, staring lovingly into her eyes. The feeling of our bare chests pressed together was electrifying. Being so close to someone you love is soemthing I have never experienced before and I want wanted to stay like this forever.

Her hands raising to my neck and playing with my hair. Her eyes closed.

"y/n," I sighed. She looked up at me, a beautiful, soft smile gracing her lips. "Are you sure you want to do this?"

"Definitely" I kissed her head again.

"Okay." I placed my hands on her thighs and lifted her up, she wrapped her legs around my waist as I guided her to the bed. Our lips connecting far gently than earlier but still filled with the same amount of passion and fire.

I laid her on the bed and crawled over her. Her hands still resting on my neck and her thighs still around my waist.

"Shawn." I hummed against her skin. "Shawn." Her palms pressed against my shoulders pushing me away. I rested my weight on my hands and knees as I pulled away.

"What's wrong? Did I do something wrong?"

"No, it's just- um, it's just- you're going to have to talk me through it. I haven't done this before" She mumbled and I brought my hand up to her face, gently caressing her cheek with the back of my fingers.

"Okay, right. Are you alright now?"

"Yeah" I continued what I was previously doing and prepared myself to line up to her. I slowly pushed into her.

"Shawn" she whispered. I immediately pulled out.

"What? Did I hurt you?"

"No, I'm just having a lot of... um, a lot of- nevermind." She chewed at her lip, my eyes trained on her. "What are you thinking about, right know."

"Um, I don't know- w-what?"

"Right this second, what are you thinking about?" I was so confused. Was she stalling me? did she not want to do this?

"Uhm-"

"Is this what you planned when you brought me here? Were you thinking about this before you came here? Before I invited you over?"

"No." I paused. "Were you?"

"Yeah, isn't it obvious. I mean, I wanted to but I'm not sure."

"If you don't want to, we don't have to-"

"No I do." She blurted.

"But you just said-"

"No I do, I really want to make love to you. I do" she paused for half a second. "And now I'm talking to much. Oh God! I'm a mess over here; I'm going out of my mind but you, you're so calm. Like why are you so quiet? I'm freaking out. God! I wanted this to be so perfect." She rushed.

"y/n-"

"And now I can't stop talking. I'm so sorry- I had it all planned and-"

"I love you." She stopped rambling and finally took a breath. Her bright eyes bored into mine. "Did you know that?"

I rolled on to the bed and sat up. She followed suit, sitting slightly behind me. Her lips pressed onto my broad shoulder.

"I love you too." She said. "I love you too." She repeated.

"Yeah?"

"Yeah!" She laughed and wrapped her arms around my waist. I lifted my arm over her shoulder and pulled her into me, pressing a kiss on the top of her head.

"Now, shall we try again?" I suggested.

"Yeah." She chuckles as she pushed me down and climbed on top.

Anyone know where this is from? If you do, I LOVE YOU! I also had to google the script for help with the lines cause I couldn't remember them but I tried to change them a bit so they were slightly different!! And just to state, although you already know, not all of this is my own work, some of the lines are featured in the film the Notebook.

Also apologies for typos😘