Shawn Mendes Imagines

7- Imperfections

I stood in the mirror admiring my body. Although, I do love mine and Shawn's baby more than words could describe my body was not as it used to be. I have stretch marks at the top of my thighs and my stomach. My stomach isn't as flat as it used to be and it's hard lose it.

Sometimes I wonder if Shawn is only with me for the baby because why would he still love me looking like this? A small tear slipping eye and leaving a warm, salty trail down cheek. I closed my eyes tightly.

A rustle of the door knob made my eyes snap open.

"Hey bab- what's wrong?" Shawn said rushing over to me. I shook my head and he pulled me into a hug. "Come on, tell me" He pulled me over to the bed and he sat down pulling me on to his lap. "Now come on" he swiftly wiped my tears and a pause filled the room.

"Why are you still with me?" I asked. He furrowed his eyebrows then letting out a small laugh stopping once he realised it wasn't a joke.

"What?"

"Why are you still in a relationship with me?" I repeated.

"Because I love you" he said simply. "Why did you ask that?"

"Because I'm not they way I used to be when I was 17, I have stretch marks all over my body, my stomach is not as flat as it used to be and my eyes have bags under them and I'm-"

"Stop" he said sternly. "I love you, I don't care if you're not like you used to be when we were 17 but that doesn't matter anymore we have our own little family and if it wasn't for you sacrificing yourself and you beautiful body then I couldn't have this and I love you so much for that"

I let out a sigh and he gently kisses my lips.

"I love you more than words could ever describe" he said gently caressing my face with his thumb. "Okay?" I nodded. "Now come on I think that little baba of ours wants his mommy" I smiled and he took my hand as we headed to the baby's room.

"Remember your imperfections make you perfection to me" he muttered pushing open the door.

I don't know how to feel about this like I think it feels like I have rushed it idk but how cute would Shawn be as a dad please. Kill me now

-Kitty x