Shawn Mendes Imagines

21- Drunken Words Speak Sober Thoughts

I strummed my guitar humming a slight melody as I tried to figure out some lyrics to match. The melody was disturbed by the banging of the front door. I rolled my eyes placing my guitar on my bed and heading downstairs. I slowly placed my hand on the brass knob, inhaling a large breath and twisting pulling the door towards.

There stood y/n with mascara streamed down her face standing in soaking, wet clothes. I invited her in and she sat on the couch. I could almost taste the alcohol but I was happy to see her.

"What are you doing here?" I asked.

"I need you" she sniffled. I bite my lip stopping me from smiling.

"Why?" I asked again.

"Because I love you Shawn. I should have never let you go. I shouldn't have done what I done, I'm sorry" she cried. "I really need you because I love you and u just want you to hold me and cuddle me and kiss my head and stroke my hair when I sad" all the words flew out of her mouth like vomit but I couldn't have been happier to hear them. "I just want you to love me" she cried harder.

I hated seeing her like this but at the same time I loved it. I loved that fact that she actually wants me back, I love the fact that she still wants me to hold her, I love the fact that she still loves me. She still after what she did. She loves me more than she loves him and now she is sat in front of me in a drunken state crying her eyes out.

I love her and I couldn't deny it. She was so determined she didn't need me after I found out but she did. She did need me otherwise she wouldn't be here, right?

Drunken words speak sober thoughts.