For all the hurt I've inflicted on you,
for all the tears I made you cry,
for causing you to worry,
for being just like Dad and yelling at you,
I wish to apologize from the depth of my heart.
Words cannot express how much I regret these things--
he has corrupted me--
these habits are difficult to break.
Nothing hurts me more than seeing you sad,
because I love you so much--
I truly do--
but, you see, expressing love does not come easy to me
no, not in the slightest.
Please, Dear Mother, do not blame yourself for his wrongdoings.
Your unending kindness and love are sweeter than any sugar--
that of a true mother--
and for that, I thank you.
How you can be so patient and gentle is something I do not understand;
you posses these gifts from the divine--
of that I am convinced.
I think you of more than just a human,
but something more--
something godly,
for no human can be as selfless and sweet as you--
no one can convince me otherwise.
You deserve all the jewels in the world for putting up with me;
I still do not understand how you do it.
I will apologize to the end of my days
because hurting you was the worst of my crimes.
Dear Mom, I'm so sorry for what I've done.
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Author's Note: If you were gonna write a letter/poem to your mom, what would it say? Leave me a comment and let me know!
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Monsters Inside My Head
PoesíaWARNING: Some pieces may contain triggers for those who struggle with any form of depression or self harm. Please read with caution. I will often rearrange the chapters in the way I see fit, so please be patient and keep that in mind. This is my fir...
