Monsters Inside My Head

Dizzy - Uninhibited Me

The room spinning

(so disoriented)

my vision blurry

chaotic thoughts

nonexistent focus--

ugh, I'm so dizzy.

I've had too much to drink

nothing to eat

and all I do is talk--

so much talking.

(Oh my god shut up!)

I giggle and pull you closer

we kiss slowly--

how wonderful this feels.

The world consists of only 

you, 

me, 

and whatever the hell is playing on the radio.

The lights now off--

I've had another beer--

we kiss some more.

I speak of painful matters (why?)

(so random)

you just listen, consoling me in this slightly drunken state.

My head still spinning,

brain still fuzzy,

I lie here so confused and unable to move

but no judgement is passed.

I must leave soon, my dear,

but I'm still drunk.

Are the blue pills to blame?

Or, perhaps, just my stupidity?

I can't decide--

I don't care

because I'm still so dizzy.

We walk in the cold, now, looking at the stars,

laughing,

hugging,

kissing,

always savoring the moment.

If it was within my power, I'd stop time,

forever staying here with you--

so warm and safe.

But, my dear, I'm still so dizzy.