The ghosts of my past do not let me rest,
                              eternally tormenting me--
                              they thirst for something I cannot give.
                              They play their memories in my mind,
                              whispering taunts and jeers
                              ever-constant in their game.
                              All the stupid things I've 
                              done,
                              said,
                              thought,
                              it all consumes my thoughts to the point of insanity.
                              My body cannot contain the shame and humiliation--
                              it overwhelms me.
                              I should just die
                              that'd be easier.
                              The ghosts laugh--
                              cackle, even--
                              for they have won in their sick game,
                              as they always do.
                              These ghostly reminders will drive me mad
                              I cannot stand their 
                              whispers,
                              jeers,
                              taunts.
                              It's all too much.
                              Has it, perhaps, already taken my sanity away?
                              I am no longer sure--
                              so much doubt.
                              I am caught in their eternal torture game
                              for ghosts never rest.
                                      
                                          
                                   
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Monsters Inside My Head
PoetryWARNING: Some pieces may contain triggers for those who struggle with any form of depression or self harm. Please read with caution. I will often rearrange the chapters in the way I see fit, so please be patient and keep that in mind. This is my fir...
 
                                               
                                                  