Live A Little

Chapter 5

Morning after, ah yes the morning after is awlways the best when you wake up and notice the guy who fucked your brains out did a bang and ditch. Maybe it was a crazy wet dream I had? I'm sure was, I mean I bet Jen took me home and I'm sleeping in my bed.

I opened my eyes more and scanned my settings. Okay, there's still hope that I didnt loose my viriginity to a reckless boy last night. I get out of bed and notice the bed sheets are stained in blod. Yep this definatly wasn't a dream. I grabbed my panties and bra and slipped those on and put my dress on. I grabbed my heels and phone and ditched this place. I got out and ran to the nearest bus stop. So much for bringing your own car. When I got home I jogged up the stairs as fast as I could so I wouldn't get caught.

I got in my room just in time before my brother could come and find his sister looking like a whore in training outfit. I locked my door and plugged my phone in. It turned on and showed I had five missed calls from Jen and two texts. One from Jen.

hey gurl couldn't find u so I left hope u had fun at ur first party gurl!

and another from the biggest douche in the world. In which I didn't even knew I had his number

don't speak of what happened in that bedroom got it. oh yah call me if u wanna fuck again. laters babe.

I choked up on a sob. He used me. This son of a bitch used me. I can't decide which I'm pissed at the most. That I let him take advantage of me and not stop him? Or that he did it like it was no problem and tell me not to say a word? As of right now I feel extremely dirty because for one, I have dry blood around and in my crotch. And two, I let Ryder Colts touch me, kiss me, and fuck me.

I stomped my way to the bathroom and stripped off all my clothing and got in the shower. Why couldn't have someone walked into the room and stop us? Why didn't I stop us? Why did he have the audacity to take advantage of me. I mean I know when you're drunk you do stupid things, but this? This is just wrong. I have self respect for myself and definitely wasn't planning on giving my first time to a massive jerk like him.

"Alex honey, are you home?" My mom yelled behind my bathroom door. Damn how in the fuck did she get in here. "Uh yeah give me a minute mom!" I yelled stepping out of the shower. Once I got out I realized that my clothes from last night were on the floor. Fuck. I don't have a dirty clothes hamper in my bathroom so when in doubt hide your clothes underneath your bathroom cabinet. I grabbed a towel and rapped it around my body and unlocked my bathroom door. I stepped out and saw my mom sitting on my bed looking pissed. "Yeah Mom?" "Hun where were you last night." Quick think fast! "At Jen's." "Why didn't you check in?" "Mom I'm sixteen almost seventeen Don't you think I'm old enough to not check in." (AN: No matter what age you are you should always let your mom know where youre at.)

"Excuse me? First of all do not talk back to me especially with that attitude young lady! And two, when you're under this roof of mine and your father's you will do as we say and check in. Where ever you are you will call us on the instant!" My mom said pointing a finger at me. "Alright look can you yell at me later when I'm dressed and not naked underneath this towel." I said in a bored tone. "Excuse me! No sass young lady! Just because you have a car does not make you an adult! You have enough freedom as Chance! Even your older brother still calls me and tells me where he is at and he's over 18!" "Yeah but that's because he wants a ride home or in jail." I said matter of factly. "Wait till your father hears about your sass Alex Lewis." My mom said storming out of my room. "Fuck can this day get any better!" I yelled throwing my bra and undies on with gym shorts and a tank top on flipping on my bed. I blew a few stray hairs out of my face and decided to text Jen.

hey horr wen u bringing my car back?

I dunno maybe never >:)

bitch just come over and bring my ride.

u gonna tell me wat happened last night with you and mr bad boy

obvi

be over in 10

Ten minutes later Jen was here with my car and keys. "Hey bitch." She said flopping down on my bed. "Ryder is a dick." I mumbled into my pillow.

"Start from the begining after body shots." Fifteen minutes later of talking about my erotic night all Jen had to say was, "So you sucked his dick?" "Yes." I breathed. "Wow. I've never even sucked a dick." "Really?" I questioned kind of skeptical.  "Yeah, I mean I have given hand jobs but I don't swallow unlike you. You dirty girl!" Jen laughed pushing my shoulder. "It's not funny, Jen!" "As long as you used a condom everything will be fine. And knowing the play boy that he is, I'm sure he used one." "Oh god!" "What is something wrong!" "I can't even remember if we used protection!" "Oh hun, don't worry. I'm positive you guys did. I mean I've never fucked the guy but I know he always has like five condoms on him!" "Okay." I huffed out. Part of me wants to believe that we did, but the other part isn't really sure still.

"So what was your first time like,  hmmm?" "Painful really." I answered.  "Really? Oh mine with Blake Shepper was gentle. It was sweet, caring, and comforting actually. " "Alright will you shut up I get it. My first time was the definition of awful. Rough. He didn't even care about me. I get it I fucked up!" I yelled throwing my arms in the air. "Aw I'm sorry, you want me to get Blake. I'm sure he's still caring and passionate." "Jen you're not helping me out at all." "Oh well, now I'm craving some of Blake. Hey can you take me to his place." "God Jen you're such a whore." "Can't blame a girl for what she wants." She said smirking walking outside to my car. We got in and drove off to Blake's.

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lol you know what song I think goes perfect with Ryder's palyer ways? Dickhead by Madd Child. If youre reading this and live with parents I suggest to not listen to it around them but I reckon to listen to it its funny but I do warn it swears and talks about sexual content.