Live A Little

Chapter 54

I am so sorry for not updating in like forever. Bleh school is a drag and then there's the fact of writers block. On the bright note my history teacher thinks that I am really obsessed with shrek. I don't know if I should be proud or embarrassed.

Yesterday after the hospital Ryder and I just went straight home and sat around. Since being this big and all I haven't felt up to do things anymore. Ryder goes back for his senior year in two weeks.

To be honest, I'm a little worried. Not about him of course but since I won't be there and all...

I woke up earlier than Ryder so it gave me time to think.

Like what is going to happen when he goes back? I'll be stuck here doing homeschooling, alone. I gazed over at Ryder and smiled. I hope Shawn will look this cute when he sleeps, maybe even cuter.

Ryder was something else, with all his antics and what not. It worries me, what if a girl at our school tries to pull a move on him and his horniness takes a toll and bam, he cheated on me.

I shook my head of those thoughts.

"You're fucking ridiculous."

"I'm sorry." I jumped back started to see I had awoken Ryder. "Hey uh, good morning." "Morning beautiful. What's with the cussing and what not?" I laughed and shook my head. "It's uh- it's nothing." I rambled.

"Well you might want to cut the swearing out, wouldn't want his first word to be fuck." "Same goes for you." I countered back.

"I got two months to fix my shit." Ryder said strolling toward the bathroom. I groaned in annoyance and threw at pillow at him.

Damn hormones taking a toll on me.

"What was that for?" "For being so sexy." Ryder turned around and smirked.

I blushed red and watched him enter the bathroom.

I got out of bed minutes after and began to make it again. Ryder is the type of person to be the clean freak in the relationship.

Once the bed spread and sheets were neat and crisp on the bed I headed down the steps toward the kitchen. I remembered it was just us two in the house.

If it weren't for me being pregnant, I'd probably feel scandalous and run around his house naked. Would I have regrets? Nope.

I sat down on the high kitchen stool and waited for Ryder to enter. Today I'm craving Ryder's home made pancakes.

I heard thumps on the steps and clapped in glee, food will be on the way in no time!

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"What do you feel like doing today?" Ryder said checking the time on his phone. I shrugged not really sure scrolling through my Instagram feed. "Babe we've done the same thing the past three days." "Correction, we actually went out yesterday for the baby's appointment." "That's not the point, let's go do something!" Ryder said clambering off the couch.

"Babe, what in the fuck can an eight month pregnant girl do?" "A lot, now quit being lazy and get up." I groaned and shook my head. "You know groaning and moaning like a brat will not get you out of this right?" "But it never hurts to try."

Ryder laughed and grabbed my hands and helped me up.

"So what do you exactly have in mind?" "Maybe hang out with a few friends, be social for once." "Hey we are social." I countered back.

"Talking with my parents is not really social." "I text and call." "Well we actually need to breathe the fresh air once and awhile." I huffed annoyed walking up the stair steps getting ready to change.

"Am I right or am I right?" "You're shut the fuck up."

I looked in the mirror staring at my clothes for five minutes.

"This looks fine, right?" I questioned. I wore a light blue maxi summer dress with a white cardigan matching along with a five dollar pair of sandals. I would have preferred some sweats and a hoodie but Ryder said no to that choice.

I curled my hair loosely giving the vibe that it was summer. My makeup was minimal nothing too fancy, but you could still see that I am wearing some.

Ryder just had on a dark pair of jeans and a normal T-shirt that his biceps looked amazing in. Let me tell you, these hormones are getting me all messed up.

"You look beautiful." He said pecking my cheek. "Who are we even going to hang out with?" "Well I felt like you'd probably have more fun if a certain bimbo came-" "You mean Jen." I said happily. "Yes, and then I brought Glen. And I'm sure you obviously know that Jen brought Brian so I had made sure Glen brought a lucky lady."

"Awe, is Glen bringing Destiny?"

On the night of Ryder's birthday party Glen and I got to know each other. We both shared stuff with each other and actually became closer as friends. Not just for Ryder's sake but also because to me, personally, he seemed like an interesting person and definitely not the type of guy Ryder would be aquatinted with.

"Yeah they've been hitting it off well recently, so we both thought that you two would like to meet each other and talk shit about us." "Well that's good, and I'll be looking forward to it." I said smiling.

Maybe today won't be so bad at all.

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Literally I am sorry for the wait.