Live A Little

Chapter 66

Hi I know I'm shit at writing but I will be trying to finish this story soon, I totally thought I did finish it but I guess I didn't so in the next few months this story will be done. I just reread the story up to here and oh my god, if you've read this far thanks for putting up with my cringiness of being fifteen/ sixteen year old writing. Like holy fucking shit. lol well enjoy!

"Ryder can you please get Shawn his bottle?" I yelled while blow drying my hair. Raising a son at a young age isn't the easiest, but we're getting better at it. Right now I'm getting ready for Ryder's big game tonight.

School's been great for him, with the help of me tutoring him he's passing all his classes with A's, B's, and only one C. He's made it on the varsity lacrosse team, his coach offered him to be the captain but he declined to him wanting to be in Shawn's life as much as he can.

With me being homeschooled I found a part time job working at a gas station during the graveyard hours. Ryder isn't too thrilled about it but we need the money to take care of us and our son. I don't really have problem with it as well because now I'm usually awake at that time as it is finishing up homework while both my boys are sleeping peacefully. Ryder insisted on getting a part time job as well but I fought against that, I'd rather have him play sports and excel in that and possibly get a scholarship to a school, which in fact he has. I'm proud of watching the young adult he's become into.  So we both agreed that he can work on the weekends with his dad to earn some cash.

Ryder came inside the bathroom in his lacrosse uniform bouncing Shawn on his hip. "You almost done yet?" He asked. "Yes, my hairs almost dry and then we'll be on our way." "Okay because we need to be there an hour early-" "Babe, I know this." "Okay just making sure." He said smirking. "Huh doesn't Mommy know." He cooed swinging Shawn back and forth.

Shawn's grown so much, he's a six months old with two bottom teeth. He's definitely Ryder's son, spitting image of him. And from what Jill has told us he's bigger than what Ryder was as an infant.

I rolled my eyes finishing my hair, "Okay I'm ready whenever you are." "Alright then let's hit the road." He said handing me Shawn. I walked out of the bathroom towards my purse and Shawn's baby bag. "Alright Buddy let's get you inside." I said putting Shawn into his car seat. I lifted him up with everything ready to go and walked down the stairs to see Ryder carrying his lacrosse bag. "Alright Mom we'll be back tonight!" Ryder hollered before closing the door.

We walked up towards his truck and he unlocked it. I got inside setting Shawn inside buckling him up. "Do you want to drive or me?" Ryder asked setting his things right next to Shawn. "You can drive, I need to pump on the way there." "You and you pumping, woman." I gave a toothy grin. "Need to make sure our baby boy is healthy as ever." "When is he going to winged off your titts?" "Excuse me?" I asked laughing. "Well the baby book says he needs to start being winged off breast milk at the age of six months." "Ryder, I started winging him off at four months, he can have some here and there. I can't stop pumping or I get backed up." "Boobs are weird." "Yeah you're telling me, try having them." I said shutting the passenger door.

"So what sounds good for dinner tonight?" Ryder questioned when I began setting up the device. "I'm craving Chinese takeout." "Can we get sushi?" "You know how I feel about sushi." "Yeah but we haven't had it in months." "For you, fine." I said caving in. He smiled turning up the music a little more louder in which Shawn smiled. "Yeah you like this buddy?" In which he turned the radio up even louder. I smiled at the two and carried on pumping.

As we pulled into the school I felt anxious. I was never able to go to any of Ryder's football games because I never had anyone to watch over Shawn and he was too young to be around crazy teens, plus I wasn't comfortable especially with the lash back I had while being pregnant with him. "Hey, everything's going to be fine." Ryder said grabbing my hand and reassuring. "I just don't want anything to happen to Shawn." "Nothing's going to happen and if anyone tries anything I'll be there in no time to kick their ass." "What if you're not there?' I questioned. "Jen's going to be by your side the whole time. She'll do some damage to someone if they try anything. Besides she's crazier than I am when it comes to Shawn." "Yeah you've got that right." I said laughing.

Jen throughout the months has defiantly settled down. Her and Brian are officially dating and are serious. When it comes to Shawn she's overly protective. Overbearing even. Once I had him she started reading all the baby books just so she could know what to do if she were to watch him, which she has. She even tries telling me how I need to parent him. Sometimes it's useful things but at other times it's kind of unbearing to hear.

"And where is my favorite god son!" Jen screamed making her way towards us. "Alright, we'll meet here tonight." Ryder said breaking free from us. "Alright good luck tonight." "Thanks babe, I love you." He said pecking my lips. "I love you more." I mumbled kissing him back. "So not true." He growled going in for another kiss. I giggled and began to kiss back.

"Um that's fucking disgusting! Can you not in front of mine and my god son's innocent eyes!" Jen yelled covering hers and Shawn's eyes. "Oh piss off Jen, we've seen you do worse." Ryder said breaking away from the kiss.

"So not true but whatever. C'mon Alex let's get going." Jen said leading the way towards the bleachers. We sat down closest towards the bathrooms just in case if Shawn has an accident. "So how are you and Macho Man?" Jen asked texting away. "We're really good actually." I stated smiling. "Hmm must be nice." She said not bothering to look up from her phone. "What about you and Brian?" I asked. "Oh my god! You wouldn't believe what he said to me last night! It was just so rude!" I began to drift off once I saw Ryder and his team enter the field to practice a little,

I'm guessing he noticed me smiling because he smiled and waved his hands in the air. I laughed and waved as well hearing Shawn giggle and picked him up from his little chair and lifted him up and made him wave to his Daddy.

"You both disgust me with how lovey dovey you two are." Jen said finally looking up from her phone. I rolled my eyes shaking my head. "You're just jealous." "I probably am, sometimes I just want to stop taking the pill and then poke a hole in the condom then I think about how my vagina will never be the same, so I'm fine with just being a God mother." I laughed outloud shaking my head. "Ryder doesn't seem to think it's different." "Oh god please stop, I don't want to hear your sex life." She said flailing her arms in the air.

"Do you guys even use protection when you guys have sex?" "I mean yeah..." "Oh you're gross you don't even use protection." "That's not true." I stated. "Oh yeah then please enlighten me on what method you use." "He pulls out." I stated. "Are you crazy? Are you wanting another kid or something?" I shrugged my shoulders. "I mean someday we do."