Live A Little

Chapter 37

So my wifi was down for quite awhile but don't fear Lela is here!.....again

As the week past by I couldn't help but think of how my life was going. I've got the people I love on my side again, people at school are treating me nice. Oh and, two more weeks until summer break. I mean what's better than that? So much time with Jen and then also with Ryder.

As I strolled into the school building I waved to a couple of my friends, well Jen's. I smiled brightly at them and made my way towards my locker.

"Hey beautiful." A husky voice mumbled into my hair. I turned around and smiled. "Hi Ryder." I smiled looking up at him. "How are my babies today?" He said resting his hands on my hips.

"I think we are doing pretty good if you ask me." "Great to hear." Kissing my head he shut my locker and walked me to my first period.

"Seriously he's only with her cause he didn't wear a condom."

I rolled my eyes.

Yeah I've still got those fuckers who say stupid shit like that.

"Ignore them, you know what's true and they don't." Ryder said loudly enough for the girls to hear.

Once we reached my my classroom Ryder turned me around.

"Hey." "Yeah?" I said looking down. "Don't believe that shit. And remember I love you and always have."

I nodded and planted a kiss onto his lips. "See you next period."

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By the time lunch rolled by I had to use the bathroom. Once I got out of the classroom I practically ran towards the bathroom. It's like a daily routine.

I sighed in relief and went to one of the stalls. As I was situated I kept hearing people mumbling things.

"You'd think that since she's so big she would have already left this hell hole."

"Yeah but you've got to realize that she probably doesn't trust her hunk of a boyfriend and wants to make sure his eyes are only on her."

"But why though, I mean he's probably ditching class to mess with Faith again." "Oh my god yes. Dude I ship them so hard."

Ship what the fuck? I couldn't take hearing all this drama anymore. I flushed the toilet and opened the stall. Both girls looked and me and hushed their lips. Figures.

"How's the baby?" One asked.

"Oh he's fine, yeah he's doing good."

"You and Ryder have the cutest relationship." The other perched up.

"Right." I said faking a smile.

It's like they think I'm stupid. I am not naïve or something, I kind of figure when someone is talking about me.

I sighed and walked out. I don't need this bullshit.

As I made it into the lunch hall I couldn't help but notice Faith. God why is everyone so fond of her and Ryder together. I mean their major opposites, and not the good kind.

Ryder is well, Ryder. Practical Man Candy and Faith she's everything I'm not. She's spoiled, a loud mouth, attention seeker, a whore might I add, and two faced.

I just couldn't see them as a cute couple at all, I mean hell she's not really capable with anyone in this school.

I looked her up and down and noticed how the way she dresses is for more like on the runway, I mean come on who wears high heels that big! Oh and let's not forget her Versace watch and Tiffiney and Co. Jewelry. She just screams look at me!

Then I scanned my clothes. I wore red flannel with a black tank top probably from Old Navy, a pair of skinnies that are two sizes bigger than my own size. Oh and let's not forget my tattered converse. Sexy right.

I can't help but get an ounce of jealousy for Faith. But it's alright, at least I can man up and face my mistakes unlike her. As in not getting an abortion.