Live A Little

Chapter 58

AN: I never gave birth so I don't know from personal experiences so sorry if it doesn't sound exactly like "your experience" if you've popped a bundle of joy out. Literally googled all this.

I woke seeing everyone surrounding me. "What's going on?" I questioned. looking around. Ryder was sat next to me looking stressed as ever. He lifted his head looking over at me. He pasued staring at me shocked and got up and hugged me.

"You don't know how fucking worried I was." He whispered in my hair. "Why are you acting like this?" I asked rubbing his shoulder's. "The doctor said you fainted- and you're having the baby today-" "I'm what?" "Shawn, the baby-" "I know who Shawn is." I snapped. "But I can't have him yet." "Well because of the crash they want him out. And so now since you are awake they're going to brake your water." Ryder said.

I stared at him shocked. "I'm not ready for a baby!" I said panicked. "This is why you have safe sex." My mom snapped. I rolled my eyes in aggrivation. "I don't even have his baby bag." I said sadly. "We brought it." Ryder's mom said smiling. I smiled back thanking her looking over at the door seeing a doctor walk in.

"Ah Miss Summers you're awake." He said checking his clip board. "I'm sure your family has notified you. I nodded my head fastly not wanting it to happen just yet. But you don't really have a choice when you are pregannt. It was bound to happen and I guess today was the day.

I looked over at my heart monitor. I sighed finally letting it sink in. It's time, finally. Today or tommorrow is going to be the day I finally get to see my little bundle of sunshine. At first when I became pregant I thought I was in deep shit, like Shawn Bradey's soon to be exsistance was going to make my hell. But honestly he's a blessing. He brought my family and I closer and the love of my life and I together.

The doctor kicked my friends out for a few mintes while they broke my water. It was a weird feeling. I looked over and saw Ryder staring down at me and smiling. I smiled back and then laughed. "It's finally happening." I said. He laughed nervously and nodded. "I guess it is." He said smiling look up at our Moms talking in the corner of the room.

"It'll be over before we know it." I said comforting him. He looked down at me. "Shouldn't I be the one telling you that?" He questioned smiling. I shrugged lazily feeling the pain begin. "Are you okay?" He questioned concered. I nodded my head hissing. "Never better." It doesn't hurt so bad but I do feel a few pinches here and there.

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I grunted at the sharp pain once again. They already injected me with epidural in my lower back which had helped me a shit ton.

I groaned and threw my head back in agony. "Hey it's almost time. It's going to be over soon." Ryder said trying to calm me down. "Will you shut up with that talk." I spat. Ryder raised his hands in surrender and got up.

The doctor came dressed and ready. "It's time." She cheered. "Finally." I moaned in relief. Nurses swarmed in the room and gave Ryder clothes to wear as well.

He slipped the little cap and mask on his head and face and raised his thumbs in the air. It was only Ryder with me in the room and I began to feel really scared.

I looked around to see him coming over to me and helping grab one of my legs. "You're gonna do great." He said through the material on his face.

I only nodded scared of the pain I will be put through in seconds.

"Alright Alex on the count of three I want you to begin to push." The doctor said sitting right in front of my private. I nodded my head understanding my directions.

"Basically act like you're taking a dump." Ryder mumbled. I glanced over at him and glared at him. "Shut it." I snapped.

"One, two, three! Push, push, push!" I groaned and began pushing. I yelled out in agony and threw my head back. "Again push!" The doctor encouraged.

"Holy fucking shit!" I yelled out. "Come on you can do it!" Ryder yelled. "Shut up I hate you so fucking much!" I yelled out pushing once more.

"You're almost there. Come on Alex push!" I screamed and pushed my hardest.

"It's a boy!" The doctor yelled. I closed my eyes and laid back. Holy fucking shit.

I began to hear whimpers and opened my eyes. The doctors began cleaning my little baby boy. "Would you like to hold him?" I nodded my head quickly.

They placed him gently in my arms and he began to cry and I did as well. "It's okay, you're okay." I said sobbing. Ryder got up from where he was standing and I looked up at him.

He as well had teary eyes. I smiled up at with glistening eyes. "He so beautiful." Ryder mumbled with red eyes. "He's finally here." I said through hiccups."

"Can- can I hold him?" Ryder asked. I nodded and the nurses helped him with holding the baby. Ryder smiled looking down at him.

"Hi little guy, you're finally out." Ryder cooed. Seconds later everyone began emerging in my room.

Mom and Dad came running up to me first to see if I was okay. After i reassured them they finally calmed down. "Oh thank." Dad mumbled.

Paul came over to me and patted my shoulder. "He's beautiful sis." "You think so?" I questioned tiredly. He chuckled and nodded. "Very."

Jen came over to me with tears filling her eyes. "They wouldn't let me in here! Are you alright? How was it?" "It hurt a shit ton but it was worth it." I said smiling.

After I finished my little talk with everyone the nurses ushered everyone because I needed to rest, which was true. I really do need to rest.

"We did it." I mumbled tiredly. "No you did it." Ryder said yawning. "I wouldn't have done it if you weren't right next to me." I mumbled smiling. "Yeah those encouraging really helped you didn't they?" I laughed and nodded.

"Thank you." "For?" I questioned. "Giving me a gift of a life time." I smiled with watery eyes. "I should be thanking you as well." "No you shouldn't. Without you telling me he was mine I would be the same person as I was nine months ago being the same cocky jerk. And I just want to say thank you for everything you've done, bringing me my son and changing me as a person."

"I love you." I mumbled and tried moving up to him. He got up from where he was sitting and came and hugged me. "I love you so much Ryder." I mumbled. "I love you more Alex."