Live A Little

Chapter 45

Sooooo somewhat fixed my phone but comes out I only fixed the stupid iCloud shit and not my texting. cx. I give up. Oh yeah and New Flame by Chris Brown, can we just? Anywho enjoy your day stay fresh and fierce.

A week later I am home on my own while Ryder has been helping out his dad at the car repair shop.

All day I have been exploring the internet for baby supplies on sale at the stores and things for Ryder's eighteenth birthday. I sighed closing my lap top and patted my tummy.

Time for food. I wobbled down the steps toward the kitchen and looking over to see my younger brother in the living room.

"Sup butt head." I said walking toward the pantry. "Sup big belly lady." Chance said walking into the kitchen.

"Ah come to make me food?" I questioned. "You may be pregnant, but you're not helpless." Chance said snatching the packet of Oreos.

"But you're so sweet and caring that you'd treat me like I'm helpless and feed me." I said wobbling over to him.

"Why don't you go ask your boyfriend. I'm sure he would." Chance snapped.

"I'm sure he would too, what's your deal dude?" I said easing my way onto the couch.

"Ever since you changed."

"Well I mean yeah I have, I've got a baby boy growing inside me so-" "Quit the sarcastic jokes, you know what I mean." "Actually I don't. Enlighten me." I said sitting up.

Chance set down his game controller and turned toward me.

"You and I used to be so close. You always had my back when Paul would tease me and I could come to you for anything. But since you got pregnant you don't even talk to me. You know how I had to find out that you were having a boy, by hearing Mom talk to Grandma on the phone saying how happy is. Then how I heard what his name was, I heard dad bragging all about it to Paul."

I sat there shocked at Chances words.

"Chance, I don't, I don't know what to say." "Sorry for starters." He snapped. I scooted closer to Chance and wrapped my arm around his shoulder.

"I'm sorry. You have to know that. I just- God I've been so busy with everything- Ryder, Jen, the doctors." "You're never home either." Chance said staring straight away.

I nodded my head sadly. "God I'm such a bad person. I lost contact with my own brother. You hate me don't you?" I said tearing up.

I sniffed and wiped my eyes annoyed that my hormones are everywhere.

"Hey you don't need to cry." Chance said sympathetically. "You hate me." I stuttered out. "Alex you know I don't hate you, you're a brat but you're my older sister. Now quit your crying. God you've become such a sissy." He said smirking.

"And you've become such a douche." I said smiling wiping my tears. "I learn from the best." He said smiling down at me.

"Fucking Paul."