Live A Little

Chap 19

It's been awhile guys. So sorry for the wait but in going to get on track with this story. Lots of love (:

Ryder's POV:

I can't stop thinking about Alex. No matter how hard I try I just can't. I know it's a stupid crush but this has been going on for too long. I keep pushing these feelings away but they just seem to keep coming back.

"Ryder you alright man?" "Uh yeah why wouldn't I be?" "Dude you've been having that distant look on your face for the past week. Start talking or I'm gonna get it out of you." "It's nothing, really nothing." "Is it about that girl? I forgot her name but the pregnant one." "Alex....nah." "God you're such a lier!" "Fuck you. No I'm not." "Then tell me right now that you do not like her." "I. Don't. Like. Her." "Hey dipshit look me in the eyes and say it all together in one sentence and I'll believe you." "Wait you don't believe me?" "No I don't." "Well it's true. I don't like her."

Biggest lie ever.

"Alright you may be saying it with a straight face but I know you like her." "What else do I have to say to prove that I don't like her." "There's nothing you can do because I know you like this Alex girl." "Fuck fine! I like her okay! I like her a lot." "So why don't you ask her out?" "Not trying to point the obvious, but she's pregnant. I have a reputation that I have to keep. I cNt lower class myself." "So you're telling me you're not dating her because she's pregnant." "Yeah." "And since she's pregnant and you date her you'll lower your level in class." "Yes. That's exactly how it is." "Due you're so self conceded.

Glen said getting up and walking away.

Before he walked out he looked at me and said, "And let me guess, you don't want to date her because you don't want to get the blame of the kid being yours." "Yeah." I breathed out.

Thought I might give you guys Ryder's point of view. And again sorry that it's been awhile.