Heart strings

Chapter18

Paule's POV:

'But you're not. You're a sweet person, one who' something bad happened to, and now you just don't trust others anymore, you're not a rapist, nor a kidnapper, you're someone who's in need of someone else, so let me be that someone else'

'I'm not your charity case, go find something else to play with. I'm not a game, nor in need of your help.'

'Stop shutting me out! I can help! Just let me in'

'You wouldn't understand'

'Yes I would'

'No you wouldn't! You've got a pretty life, not a care in the world, you're like a small child searching around the world giving away kindness. YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT WHAT I COULD SAY AND YOU WOULDNT EVEN UNDERSTAND A WORD!'

'Don't judge me on what you think. Appearances don't always tell the truth. Never judge a book by its cover right?'

'Oh seriously? WOULD YOU KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE ALONE? TO HAVE NO ONE TO RUN TO? BE TRAPPED AWAY? HAVING TO WATCH THE ONES YOU LOVE HURT BADLY BECAUSE YOU CANT DO A THING? BECAUSE YOU ARENT STRONG ENOUGH? WOULD YOU? FUCKING TELL ME!

NO YOU WOULDNT CAUSE THATS WHAT YOU DONT GET TO KNOW, YOURE HIDING AWAY BEHIND ALL THE GOOD SO THAT YOU DONT SEE THE BAD, THE BROKEN PEICES OF PEOPLE, OF THE WORLD, YOURE JUST THERE SITTING AROUND PLAYING WITH BUTTERFLIES AS WAR STARTS ON THE OTHER SIDE!'

'I DO KNOW! BUT YOU DONT KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE SURROUNDED BY OTHER BUT STILL ALONE, HAVING LOVE GIVEN AROUND YOU BUT GETTING NONE, TRYING TO BE THE BEST YOU COULD BUT FAILING MISERABLY! WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALL YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO DO WAS MAKE OTHERS PROUD BUT YOU COULDNT EVEN MAKE YOUSELF PROUD?! Don't judge me based on my smile, cause on its own it can hide thousands of lies'

'You got what you wanted right? I told you part of my story, now go, leave and never come back, just like all those before you...'

'I wouldn't dream of going anywhere, I'm different, I don't quit so easily, and soon enough you'll realise it'

*Ed is no longer online, you can leave a message that he will see when he comes back on*

Edward, you've somehow made your way into my head, and I'm not quitting until I have all your walls by your feet, I'm not quitting until I've got you your happy ending...

Katy's POV:

Going home felt like such a dream, and soon it came true. I walk into my bedroom and make my way to my desk. On it sits my laptop. I open it logging into my YouTube account. Searching my feeds I found this singer. He did seem pretty popular with 16,389,300 subscribers. Looking at some of his videos I found he had a cover for one of my fave songs at the moment: The A Team by ed Sheeran, my lovely ginger. Quickly pressing play I closed my eyes waiting for the music.

"And they say, she's in the class A team, stuck in her daydream, been this way since 18" whoever this guy is, he has talent. He's hitting the notes perfectly and oh my gosh his voice is just heaven itself. But his face is hidden behind a a black hat, you can only see the outline of it due to the darkness of the room he's in.

I look at his profile once the song is done and subscribe to not miss any of his videos. I look through his videos and settle on listening to his cover of "wonderwall" by oasis. This time he's at the beach, face still hidden by his hat and a pair of sunglasses. He's looking at the side as he sings, the sound of the beach waves playing with his guitar as the back ground.

I look all over his YouTube channel and  find he moved from wherever he was to somewhere else. And that will most likely be Los Angeles, just like every god damn cliché Youtuber in this world.

I keep myself busy by downloading his videos, converting them into MP3 audio and adding them to my phone. By dinner time, I've got more than half of his songs on my phone and I'm more than happy, now I can listen to that angelic voice whenever I want.

"Katy cmon downstairs, dinner's ready"  mom calls at me.

"Coming" I call back, getting off my bed, I start making my way down stairs and into the kitchen. The table is set up so I just take a seat and wait for mom. She's sitting down in seconds after having put the food onto the table.

"Care to explain why I had to find you in a hospital one string away from death?"

"Um... I was having nightmares, and couldn't sleep, I soon enough got tired of being scared each time I close my eyes and decided to go watch some TV, which by some time got boring so I got changed and went for a jog, I got lost, then it started raining and I lost signal and when I found it I called Paule and she came and I guess that's when I fainted"