Heart strings

Chapter25

Paule's POV:

His voice was heard, words falling freely from his once sealed lips.

"I have always been attracted to the broken. Not because I want to fix them. I don't want to fix anyone. Hell I can't even fix myself. Rather I know we connect on another level, a real one. We know what pain feels like. How it feels to sleep with a broken heart, missing love and craving care. Only to wake up and paint a smile on your face pretending as if everything was 'okay'. Fake it till you make it right?"

" I'm not so sure... Faking a smile may get you through today, but it's cutting apart your tomorrow. "

"How much do you know?! It's not you who has been played, torn, broken over and over and over again. Darkness is part of me, it's what keeps me going, sadness is my joy, bad blood flows all around my body; in and out of my heart, keeping me alive.
You have the day, I have the night. You have the birds, I've got the bats. You have the people , I have the loneliness. You have the heat, I have the cold. You have a beating heart... Mine was stopped a long time ago."

"Don't say that! No matter how bad your life has been there's always a light living inside of you. Always. No matter how much you love the dark you'll still have a tiny bit of light hiding somewhere within you. Search for it. Never give up till you find it. Your light is precious. Maybe you've got bad blood  but there will forever be this little good blood flowing around your veins. And this blood is the one keeping you alive. We were born with a mission. Spread peace, love, care and kindness. Don't let your light die down, burn it up, always keep on getting it to burn brighter and stronger. Maybe not for yourself... But for the ones who it keeps alive."

"What's the point?! I will never be that good. My life was ruined since beginning. Light no longer exists in me.  I am made of darkness and no light will ever save me. It's a lost cause! I'm not worth it. Go meet people who will be able to appreciate your light. Cause I can't and will never be able to. "

"But!"

"No buts!"

"Yes but! You can't force me to go anywhere. It's here that I want to be. And nothing will take me away!"

"You don't want this! Once you're in there's no going out. And I can't have that happen to you."

"Who even told you I wanted a way out?! I'm here and as concerned as can be! I'm not leaving! No matter what why or how I'm still gonna be here next to you okay. Just trust me."

"Trust... One word... Five letters... And somehow, it's the hardest to believe. Trust... Maybe one day. But not today"

"It's fine as long as I have a maybe there's something to hope for."

"It's a maybe not a promise"

"And It's enough for me"

"I have to go. Goodbye Paule"

"No wait! Not goodbye! Goodbyes means forever. It's just a see you later okay."

"Then see you later"

And with that we disconnected. As my screen turned black, a smile grew bigger and bigger on my face. I'm finally breaking through.

-----meanwhile at Katy's home----

Katy's POV:

"Katy darlin' they are here come down" Mom called out to me. Making my way as slowly as possible I reached the door. Pressing down the handle I opened it and made my way down the stairs. The last step put me out in the view of everyone.

Caroline first engulfs me in a tight hug commenting how I looked pretty to which I returned a hug as tight and compliments. She's really sweet I swear and I have no idea how she managed to get a god damn son like hers.

Soon enough the hug is done and there is Luke standing next to her. He shakes my hand and I do his. He's dressed in a black shirt, black pants, white converses. Hair up in a quiff, lip ring in place as usual. Only his shirt was a T-shirt which allowed me to be aware of all his tattoos.

"Dinner's ready" I heard mom's voice. So we all made our way to the dining room and sat down. Dad was at the top of the table mom to his right me to his left, Caroline next to mom, and the son of the devil next to me. I wonder why his father didn't come.

Conversation was floating around the room between everyone me coming in and out of it from time to time. But one question took my full attention. And that was dad's to Luke.

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A/N: Who can guess what he's gonna ask? 😏 only me knows. 😝 God I'm so cocky sometimes.😂

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