Mrs Tomlinson

Chapter 26

Abby's POV 

I watched some tv with Niall and I realized it was kind of late. I said "I'm goint to bed."

"Good night."

I walked upstairs and went into the bedroom. I kept the door open because I ddin't care. I laid down next to Mason and fell asleep. Today has been a long day. Probably from this morning. I know I really needed to sleep though."

Louis' POV   

This has been a long night. I've been driving to get to the lake house. I wouldn't be surprised if Niall was there. I don't want him to be there but she trusts him. When I was almost there I noticed the sun coming up. Was I really just up all night? It feels like it has been longer. Probably because I've been looking for Abby. I need her. I love her more than anything. I need our son too. I finally got there and saw her car and Niall's car. Of course he would fucking be here. I swear be better not be in the same room as her. I got out and walked in. I saw that the tv in the living room was off. I'm guessing she's upstairs. I walked upstairs and saw one of the bedroom doors open. I walked over and looked in. I saw Abby sleeping. Mason was in there. Good thing Niall wasn't in there I would be pissed off. I wouldn't care who I woke up then. I walked walked in a little and saw that Mason was already awake. He must have went to bed early cause that's the only reason he would wake up this early. He looked up and smiled. "Dadda."

He got up and ran over to me. I whispered "Be quiet buddy. We don't want to wake up momma."

I picked him up and carried him downstairs. I know when Abby wakes up she's going to wonder where Mason went. But I missed him. Being away from him for more than a couple hours makes me miss him and Abby. I asked "Do you want to watch cartoons?"

He nodded and I walked him into the living room and sat down on the couch. I turned on the tv and Mason snuggled into my side and watched cartoons. After about an hour I heard footsteps coming down the stairs. I hope it's Abby. I look over and see Niall. He looked surprised to see me here. He asked "What are you doing here?"

"I came to see my wife and kid."

"What you did was wrong though."

Dammit. She told him didn't she. I was drunk. I will regret what I did everyday. I should have never done that. I guess I'm not surprised that she told him. She normally tells him anything. I said "I came here to talk this out with her. I know what I did wrong."

"How drunk were you?"

"I was really drunk. I shouldn't have went to the bar."

Niall walked away and I guess he went into the kitchen. He's always hungry. I hope Abby wakes up soon. I need to talk this out with her. I love her too much to just let her go. I know she'll come back. I hope she does at least. I need her to come back home with me. She doesn't need to be here with Niall. I've missed so a couple days of work trying to work this out. Hopefully today it does.

Abby's POV  

I woke up and the sun was shinning in the room. I'm still upset. I'm starting to miss Louis though. I want him around but I'm upset with him. I look over and I didn't see Mason. Maybe Niall took him downstairs. I wouldn't be surprised if he did. I got out of bed and walked downstairs. I excepted to see Niall sitting in the living room but it was Louis. What is he doing here? How did he know I was here? Did Niall tell him? No. NIall wouldn't do that. Maybe Louis guessed I would be here. I saw he had Mason with him and watching cartoons. I know Mason needed to see Louis. He had no clue what's going on. I saw NIall in the kitchen so I walked in there. I asked "When did he get here?"

"I don't know. I woke up and walked down here and he was watching tv with Mason."

"Do you know why he's here?"

"He said he wants to talk this out with you."

I walked back into the living room and Louis looked over at me. He smiled and I saw Mason stand up on the couch. He said "Mumma."

I walked over and asked "What buddy?"

I picked him up and he said "Dadda here."

I was happy that Mason was happy but I'm still upset with Louis. Louis asked "Can we talk?"

"Yeah. I guess."

NIall walked in and said "I'll watch Mason down here whilt you two talk."

"Thank you."

Niall took Mason and walked into the kitchen with him. Louis said "Let's talk upstairs."

He started walking up the stairs and I followed after him. I was a little surprised that he came here to talk this out. I thought he would just tell me to go home with him. We walked into the room and he closed the door so Niall wouldn't hear. I didn't want him to hear or Mason. I walked over and sat on the bed. Louis said "I'm sorry. I fucked up. I shouldn't have went to the bar." "Why did you go though?"

"I had to deal with something then went to the bar right next to it."

He wasnt telling me much. He needed to tell me. He normally just tells me. I asked "What did you have to deal with?"

He looked like he was thinking. I could tell he really didn't want to tell me but he needs to. He should just say it. I said "Just tell me."

"I got a call from Nick asking for another fight. Not in the boxing ring. He wanted fight behind that bar. I knocked him out. I walked into the bar to have one beer. Then I ended up drinking more than that. I don't remember most of that night. I do remember coming home and I was fucking you."

Why would he go do that? Why couldn't he have told me that he was going to fight Nick. I wouldn't have cared but he could have just told me. He shouldn't have went to the bar. Why didn't he stop after one beer? I asked "Why didn'y you stop after one beer?"

"I don't know. It's been awhile since I drank and I wanted to. I didn't to drink so much that I was that drunk."

"Then why did you?"

"I don't know. I made a mistake. I wish I could take it back but I can't."

"What you did upset me."

"I know, baby. I'm so sorry. I don't know if I can tell you how sorry I am. I wish I never went to the bar. I would take back that whole night if I could. I should have stayed at the apartment with you and Mason."

I don't know what to think. I know what he did is wrong. I love him though. I know I need to forgive him. He needs to know what he did wasn't okay. I don't want him to ever do that again. I feel emaressed about what happened. I didn't even want to tell Niall. He asked "Do you forgive me? I'm so sorry. You have no clue how sorry I am."

I don't know what to do. Should I forgive him? I need to. I said "Yes." 

He smiled and asked "Are you still upset with me?"

"Yes. What you did was wrong."

"I know, baby. I shouldn't have done it."

I wanted to hug him right now. I'm still upset. I know I shouldn't even be talking to him right now. I know him and I both need each other. I actually missed being away from him. I know Mason needs to see him too. I should try and let this go.