Mrs Tomlinson

Chapter 60

Abby's POV 

I can't believe he left. He never leaves me. I'm the one that always leaves. I want him to stay. I don't know how he could think I could even pick Niall over him. I'm always going to pick Louis. I love him. I don't know why I told him I don't when he asked me who I was going to choose. Of course I was going to choose him. I don't want us fighting right now. We only have a couple weeks together before his court date. Who knows what's going to happen during that. I don't want anything bad to happen but you never know. I want Louis home right now. This is where he needs to be. I asked him to stay and he won't. It feels like he doesn't care right now. I know I'm going to have to be the first person to give in but I don't want to. I don't feel like I did anything wrong. I know he's upset about Niall coming here but he shouldn't take it out on me. This time it's not just me, it's Mason too. If he doesn't come home tomorrow Mason is going to miss him. I just don't know what to do right now. I want to call him but I'm crying too much. I don't think he'll even answer if I call. Even if I text him I don't think he'll answer. I want him here. This is where he needs to be. I just don't know what to do. I can get up tomorrow and find out where he is. Maybe he just needs the night to himself.

I woke up to Mason crying. I got up and I looked back at the bed. I hoped that Louis would be there but he wasn't. I miss him. Now I understand what it's like to be left. I know I've left before for a couple nights with Mason but I was miserable the whole time. I'm sure he understands that. I just hope he's not out drinking. I know he won't cheat on me again though. I know I can trust him but I want him here. I walked down the hall to Mason's room. I picked him up and walked downstairs. I put him in his highchair and gave him food. I grabbed my phone. I know if I call Louis he won't answer. If I text him I'm sure he won't answer that either. I think I know where he's at. He's either at Liam's or Harry's. I know he wouldn't bring his mom into this. I'm sure she would watch Mason while I walked to him. I won't tell her what's going on though. I'm sure Louis doesn't want her to know. I thought he would know that I would choose him. I don't think I could ever pick Niall over him. I love Niall but not in the same way that I love Louis. Louis is the love of my life and that's not going to change. I hope Louis knows that. When we talk I'll make sure he knows that. I don't want anyone else but him. I hope he knows that. I hope I'm the only one that he wants to be with. I don't know what I would do if I wasn't. I picked up my phone and found Harry's number. Hopefully that's where he's at. I'm sure he wouldn't do too far away. 

Louis' POV 

It was so weird without her in my arms last night. I could barely sleep. I knew I wouldn't be able to without her. I want her around right now. I'm upset that she even has to think about that decision though. She shouldn't have to think about something like that. I know what it is. I know that Niall is getting into her head and it's pissing me off. I'm sure he knows that too. I hate waking up without her here though. I love waking up with her in my arms. I never thought I would want to wake up next to someone every morning till she came into my life. Now I just want to wake up with her there. I got out of bed and walked into the living room. I saw Harry on the phone with someone. I never see him on the phone. This is weird. I don't want to mess with him though. I know I'm staying at his house. I walked into his kitchen and grabbed something to eat. I could hear Harry talking in the other room. I couldn't tell what he's saying. I feel like it could have something to do with Abby. I know he wouldn't talk to Abby though. At least without me knowing. I was about done eating and Harry walked into the kitchen. He sat next me and asked "Are you okay?"

"No, I miss her. I want to go back."

"Why don't you?"

''It hurts knowing that she even has to think about things."

"You know she loves you."

"I love her and I know she loves me. I just don't know what to do."

"Do you want to be with her?"