Mrs Tomlinson

Chapter 45

Louis' POV 

I was happy that Abby told me what happened. I never thought she would. I didn't think she would ever tell anyone. All she's ever told people is that he used to hit her. That was only if she was close with them. Nick is such an asshole. All he does is try and ruin everything. It's getting annoying. I've kicked his ass and he still keeps coming around. Can't he just stay away? Maybe he likes getting his ass kicked. Next time I don't know if I'll be able to stop myself. I don't want to go to jail. I'd miss Abby and Mason too much. I'd miss Mason growing up. I don't want to miss that. He needs a dad around. I never had that. 

I woke up and Abby was in my arms. I looked down at here and she was still sleeping. Her head was on my chest and she looked so peaceful. I don't want to wake her up. I'm sure Mason is up by now. I know he likes his sleep but sometimes he wakes up early. I want to get up so we can look at a new house today. I don't want to live here anymore. I know it's not safe for Abby and Mason to be here anymore. It's horrible knowing that. I don't want anything else to happen while I'm gone at work. I took off this week so I could be home with Abby and Mason. I hope my mum can watch Mason while we look at houses unless Abby wants to bring him along. I kissed her head and I felt her move. She looked up at me and smiled. I said "Good morning beautiful. Did I wake you up?"

"No."

She looked tired. I don't how she could be. She fell asleep before I did. It's rare for her not to do that. She didn't look okay. She got up and ran towards the bathroom. Was she sick? I heard her throwing up. I got up and walked into the bathroom and sat down beside her. I pulled her hair back for her. When she was done she got up and said "Thank you."

"No problem. Are you okay baby?"

"Yeah, I just have a headache."

I feel bad for her. I want to find a new house today but I don't want to make her go out if she doesn't feel good. She asked "Did you have anything planned for today?"

"I was hoping we could go find a house today but we can wait if you don't feel good."

''We can go if you want to."

"No, baby go back to bed. I can tell you don't feel good."

She kissed my cheek and went back into our bedroom. I hate to see her sick. I want to do whatever I can to make her feel better. I walked into the bedroom and saw Abby laying in bed and she had a pillow over her face. Her headache must be really bad. I walked out of our room and down the hall to Mason's room. I saw that he was awake and I picked him up and carried him into the kitchen. I put him in his highchair and gave him some cereal. I sat down at the table and waited for him. I started thinking. When Abby was pregnant with Mason she was sick and had some headaches. Could she be pregnant? The last time we didn't use protection she said she was on birth control. Was she lying? She wouldn't lie about that. I know we both want a baby but agreed right now is not the time. Maybe I can ask her about it. Mason finished eating and I picked him up and put him down. He ran into the living room. I guess he's going to play with his favorite toy since it's in there. I walked down the hall and went into our bedroom. I saw Abby still laying there. I don't want to disturb her. I want to know if she's pregnant too. I walked over to the bed and laid down next to her. She moved her head out from under the pillow and looked at me. I said "Baby, I want to ask you something?"

"Okay."

"Do you think you can be pregnant?"

"I don't know. Maybe."

"Didn't you say you were on birth control?"

"I am."

She got up and started walking towards the bathroom. I guess she's going to take a pregnancy test. I want to know if she's pregnant or not. I  walked out of the room and went into the living room. I saw Mason in there with some of his toys. I sat down on the floor and started playing with him. I'm kind of worried right now. I want another baby but not right now. We're still trying to work some stuff out. If Nick presses charges like he said he was I won't get to see it.