Mrs Tomlinson

Chapter 34

Louis' POV   

Abby looked nervou about what she had to tell me. I was honestly nervous about what I had to tell her. Maybe I should just go first and get it over with. I did fuck someone that wasn't her. I shouldn't have. I'm going to regret it the rest of my life. I love her more than anything and I wouldn't ever do that to her again. I need her. I never knew I would ever love someone as much as I love her. I asked "Do you want me to go first?"

She nodded and looked kind of scared and nervous. I feel horrible about what I have to say. I don't want to tell her but I have to. I need to before she finds out from someone else. I don't think she would but you never know. I sighed and said "While you were gone, I went and got drunk and I hook up with a random girl. I'm never going to do that again. I'm so sorry. I won't ever do anything like this to you ever again."

She didn't really look mad. She just looked kind of shocked. That's kind of surprising. I thought she would yell at me or leave. She didn't she just kind of sat there shocked. I asked "Are you mad at me?"

She shook her head no. Why isn't she mad at me. Did she do something too? If she's not mad at me about what happened I can't be mad at her. What could she have done? She's usually so innocent. I can't really see her doing anything. I said "Please tell me baby. I won't get mad at you."

She sighed and looked up at me. Her eyes were watering like she was trying to keep from crying. She said "I had sex with Niall."

What?! She had sex with him? I could never see her doing that but she did. I can tell. I can't believe we both did something wrong this time. But why was she with Niall? One of her best friends. One of my best mates. I can't believe this. She only had sex with me till now. I was her first and Niall was her second. I'm going to be her last. She's going to be my last. We both fucked up this time. I'm sure we can work this out. We've worked it out before. But we've both never had sex with someone else. I love her more than anything and I want her around. I'm kind of pissed of at Niall. He knew she was upset. She would have gone along with anything. He knows that. Why would he fuck her when she's like that. Why would I even fuck that random girl from the bar. I never brought her here. I wouldn't want to fuck anyone in this bed except Abby. I don't want to have sex with anyone else but her ever again. I can forgive her for this. I hope she can forgive me. I'm just pissed off at Niall. I can't believe he would even try to do that. I wanted to be that only one to ever have sex with her. Did he trick her into it? I don't really want to know what happened. I'm sure she doesn't want to know what happened between me and the random girl from the bar. We were both being quiet. It wasn't really uncomfortable. I said "I'm sorry babe. I'm never going to do that to you again. I need you around here. I won't fuck up again. I don't even really want to drink again. I only did it because you were gone and I wanted to feel a little better."

She looked up at me and I saw tears running down her face. It kills me to see her like this. I hate seeing her cry. I don't ever really want to see it. I reached my hand up to her face and wiped the tears off with my thumb. I really don't want her to be crying right now. I reached for one of her hand and intertwined our fingers. I was kind of surprised that she didn't pull her hand away. I kind of expected her to.

Abby's POV   

I'm glad I'm not the only one that fucked up. I can't believe I did that. I can't believe he hooked up from a random girl from the bar. We have more to work out than I thought. I'm sure we can work through this. We've been through a lot together. We both just need to work on things. I liked that he was holding my hand right now. I know he's sorry about what he did but we were on a break. I'm sure we can work through this. He asked "Do you forgive me?"

"Yes, but please promise me two things."

"Anything."

"Please never go drink and never have sex or kiss another girl."