Mrs Tomlinson

Chapter 69

Abby's POV 

I've been less quiet the past couple days. I know the main reason I was so upset at first was because I have a feeling that the baby really was Niall's. I know I need to talk to him about this. I don't know how much Louis is going to like that idea though. I'm scared to tell Louis about the possibility of that baby not being his. I know that he knows that there is that possibility now though.  I don't want to upset Louis though. I have a feeling that this would upset him. I don't want him to be upset about anything. I mean he does have his court case next week. I feel like I might want to leave this. I just need to talk to Niall about this. I hope Louis doesn't get too mad about that. I hope he knows that he can trust me around him. I know he doesn't trust him. 

I was playing with Mason while Louis was at work. I know he has to go to the lawyer's office after work again. I know they need to talk about things with the court case. I just want to talk to Niall about what happened today. I know Louis told the other boys what happened. They've been over here every night since they found out. I know Louis didn't tell Niall though. If he would have told Niall, I'm sure Niall would have talked to me. I grabbed my phone and keys then picked up Mason. I'm sure Mason won't mind seeing Niall. I know they both got close when me and Niall got close. I miss the way things used to be. I know it will never be the same again though. I walked out to my car and put Mason in his car seat. I started driving towards Niall's. I honestly don't know what Niall is going to do when he finds out. I know I'm still kind of upset about what happened but I'm upset that he didn't tell me that he didn't use a condom before. I need to tell him what I think though. I know I;m going to talk to Louis about it when I get home. When I got to Niall's I realized that Mason was asleep. I guess it's kind of a good thing. I don't want him hearing what I'm going to tell Niall. I'm glad we didn't tell Mason that I was pregnant yet. I mean he wouldn't of understood what was going on or how I lost the baby. I picked up Mason and walked up to Niall's apartment. I knocked on the door and I heard some footsteps. Niall opened the door and he seemed kind of surprised to see me. I understand why he's surprised though. I was the one that told him to stay away till he stopped acting the way he was. I still want him to do that but I just need to talk to him about this. He moved so I could walk in. I asked "Can we talk about something?"

"Yeah."

I could tell by looking at him that he hasn't slept much. It was kind of weird seeing him like that. I noticed that he just had his sweatpants on. I walked into the living room and laid Mason down on the couch. I asked "Can we talk in the other room?"

He nodded and I followed him into the kitchen. I sat down at the table across from him. He asked "What do you want to talk about?''

"Well I have to tell you something?"

"What would that be?"

"I lost the baby."

"I'm sorry."

He looked kind of sad. I said "I found out I was about three months along."

He looked like he was thinking. He asked "Didn't you say you took pregnancy tests before you took that one?"

"Yeah. The doctor said that sometimes that happens."

"Do you think the baby was mine?"

"I don't know. It could be your's or Louis'."

"Does he know it could possibly be mine?"

"I told him so he knows it's a possibility."

Niall reached over and grabbed my hand. I looked up at him and he asked "Do you honestly think the baby was mine or his?"