Mrs Tomlinson

Chapter 89

Louis' POV 

I'm happy to be seeing Mason. I don't like going a day without seeing him. Him and Abby mean everything to me. I looked over and Abby sat on the edge of my bed. Mason pulled away from me and I wrapped my arms around Abby's waist. I pulled her closer to me and she leaned into me. I kissed her cheek and she smiled. I love knowing I can make her smile like that. I love knowing I can make her do other things too. I looked back at Mason and he smiled. He said ''I missed you dadda."

''I missed you too buddy.''

He reminds me so much of me. He looks so much like me. He looks like a little me. He does things like I do. I'm happy that he has Abby's personality though. I don't want him to be like I was. I don't like the way I was. I don't want him to live like I did. I looked back at Abby. Something is bothering her. I want to know what it is. I'm sure she won't tell me till I ask. i do't even know if she would tell me then. I asked "What's bothering you?"

She looked at me and gave me a small smile. She said "Nothing."

''Babe I can tell something is bothering you."

She pecked my lips and said "When I was walking back here with Mason, Sarah stopped me. She started saying how you're going to leave after you get what you want. I know her about how we've been together for a couple years and how we have Mason and we have another baby on the way. I just don't like hearing people telling me that. It makes me feel like they're right and you'll leave. I'm sure that you won't but it feels like it.''

I don't get why she feels like that. I'm not going to leave her. I thought she knew that. I need her around. I'm not myself without her. I go to work and I think about going home to her and Mason. I don't understand how my past keeps coming back and doing this to her. I don't like seeing her upset. I hate knowing that it's because of my past. I said "Baby, I'm not going anywhere. I don't want you to be with any other girl. I just want you. I would prove it to you right now if I could.''

She looked down and she had a small smile. She was playing with her hands. I put a finger under her chin and tilted her head up fo that she was looking at me. I said "I love you so much baby. I think I know how I can make this up to you. I know we won't be together tonight but I have an idea.''

''What is it?"

''I'm not going to tell you till later." 

 She shook her head and I kissed her cheek. We sat there for a while. I love being with them. I hate that I can only see them here but I'm just happy to be around them. I don't want to be here anymore. I want to go home with them. I hope I can just go home soon. I want to be with them. I'm sure Abby wants me back home but I'm just glad that Harry is going to be there till I can come home. I started thinking about what Harry told me earlier. How Abby thought that this is her fault. I know this isn't her fault but does she? I looked over at her and she was smiling. I know we're both playing with Mason. It makes her happy when we're all together. I asked Abby "Can I ask you something babe?"

''Yeah.''

She looked kind of confused. I said "I was talking to Harry earlier and he said that when you were crying last night you were saying that this is your fault. Do you honestly feel that way?"

She looked upset. She looked back down at her hands and started playing with them. I moved some of her hair away from her face and asked "Abby, do you really feel that way?"

I heard her whisper "Yeah."

This actually hurts to see her like that. I pulled her a little closer to me and kissed her cheek. I said "Baby, you had nothing to do with this. It's no one's fault except for Zack's. There was nothing either of us could do about this."