Mrs Tomlinson

Chapter 35

Louis' POV  

Me and Niall needed to talk. Abby looked at me weird when I asked him if we could talk. I got up from the table and walked over to Abby and kissed her. I whispered "I won't do anything." I pecked her lips one last time before I walked into the living room. Niall asked "Where are we going to talk?"

"Outside."

I walked out back onto the balcony. I closed the door behind us. I don't want Abby to hear me. I know she would get upset. I don't want her to be upset. We're working things out and I want things to get better not worse. I love her so much, I hate to see her upset. I don't want her to leave again. When she leaves she always goes to Niall's. I don't want her around him right now. Maybe when things are a little better I wouldn't be like this. Even then I don't even know if I would want him around her then without me around. It makes me mad. I know having sex with her had to be his idea. It's been very obvious lately that he has been thinking of her more than a friend. It's been making me kind of jealous and I don't like that feeling. Niall asked "What do want to talk about?"

"You and Abby."

He looked a little surprised. I know he knows what I'm talking about. I'm not upset with her about it. I know I should be upset with both of them but I'm not. She's not mad or upset about me and that random girl. Niall asked "What about me and Abby?"

"I know what happened. She told me last night."

He stayed quiet and didn't say anything. I said "She's still mine. We're staying together. I don't want her around you without me around."

"Why are you going to do that to her? Let her make that choice."

"I know how you feel about her and you only had sex with her because you knew she was upset and would have."

"I've wanted to have sex with her before that. She's beautiful."

"Why would you do that to me? We're best mates. She's my wife and the mother of my child."

"I know. I'm sorry."

I didn't really say anything. I'm kind of surprised that he even admitted to it. I thought he would lie. I don't know why, I just did. He said "I did it because you don't treat her right. She needs someone who treats her right. Someone who doesn't get pissed off over small things or fights with her all the time. Someone who doesn't go out and gets drunk and forces her to have sex with them."

That pissed me off. I can't believe he brought that up. I know I fucked up when I did that. i should have never done that. I'll regret it everyday of the rest of my life. I'll be thankful if she stays with me. I don't know how I got someone like her. I wanted to punch him so bad. I can't though. I don't want to upset Abby. I said "Get out."

"That's not just your choice. It's Abby's too."

"Get out before I fucking punch you."

"Sorry but I brought up the truth."

He walked back inside and I stayed out here. I didn't want to go inside yet. He pissed me off by saying that. I know she needs someone better than me. I love her so much I can't lose her. I know she loves me. If she didn't she would have left by now and never came back. I need her around. Without her my life is hell. I don't sleep or do anything. I need to stay away from Niall. I know he's trying to piss me off. I was already pissed off about him having sex with her but he doesn't even really feel bad about it. 

Abby's POV  

Louis and Niall walked outside onto the balcony. I kind of wanted to know what they were talking about but I'm sure I know what they were talking about. It was probably about what happened last night. I regret it. I know Niall is one of my best friends and I shouldn't have done it. I should have never done that to Louis. He does't seem upset with me about it. He seems more upset with Niall. Maybe that's why he wanted to talk to him. I hope they don't end up fighting. I picked up Mason out of his high chair and walked him back to his room. I looked at the clock and saw it was almost his bedtime. I gave him a bath and put him in his pajamas. I put him in his crib then walked into the living room. I turned on the tv and waited for Louis and Niall to get done talking. They've been out there awhile. Niall must have said something to piss Louis off. Why would he do that? He knows Louis has a short temper. I kind of just want Louis in here with me. After a couple minutes I heard the balcony door open then close. I saw Niall walk into the living room and he smiled at me. He said "I love you."