Mrs Tomlinson

Chapter 36

Abby's POV   

I can't decided if I should go see Niall today or not. I feel like I should just go and talk to him. I don't want to upset Louis though. I don't think I will after our talk last night. I think things are starting to get better between us. I hope they keep getting better. I don't know if I could handle it if things just got worse between us. I love him so much and I don't want to hurt him. I do want to have another kid with him just not right now. I know right now isn't right for us to even start trying for another one. I'm kind of glad that I haven't gotten pregnant yet that I know of. I don't know. I haven't taken a pregnancy test since the last time we didn't use protection. I haven't had any signs of being pregnant yet. Maybe. I haven't had my period. It could just be late. I hope that's all it is. I don't think things are good enough right now for another kid. I know Louis feels the same way. 

Louis was at work and I was feeding Mason when I heard the front door open. I heard some footsteps come into the kitchen and I looked up and saw Niall standing there. What is he doing here? I still haven't had very much time to think about anything. I don't want Louis to get mad either. I feel like I should talk to Niall about what happened though. He smiled and said "Hey beautiful."

"Hi."

"Can we talk?"

"Sure."

"Well I was hoping just the two of us. I know Mason is only 1 and half but I want it to be just the two of us."

"I don't have anyone to watch him."

"Can you drop him off with Louis' mum and come over?"

"I might be able to get Haley to watch him for a little bit."

"Thank you."

"I'm not promising anything."

"Okay. Text me when you know."

He walked out and I heard the front door close again. I don''t know if I should go talk to him yet. I want to talk to Louis about it first. I don't want to make him upset. I don't want to fuck anything up. We are working things out. I feel like I should take a pregnancy test though. I want to make sure I'm not pregnant. I don't know what would happen if I was. Mason finished eating and I took him out of his high chair. He ran into the living room and I followed him. I saw him start playing so I walked down the hall and into mine and Louis' room to our bathroom. I grabbed and pregnancy test put of the drawer and took it. I love Louis but I don't know if we can handle another kid right now. I set the pregnancy test down on the counter and walked back into the living room to watch Mason. I know I have at least a couple minutes before I know. I heard the front door open and I saw Louis walk in. He smiled and walked over to me. He grabbed my hand and pulled me up. He asked "How was your day beautiful?"

"Good, yours?"

"Better now that I'm home with you."

I smiled and started blushing. He put his hands on my hips and lean't down and kissed me. His lips were soft and gentle against mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck and I felt him push his tongue into my mouth.

Louis' POV 

Me and Abby both stayed like that for a couple minutes till she pulled away. I can tell she was thinking about something. I could tell she was worried too. I want to know why. I hate seeing her worried. She doesn't need to be. Is she thinking that I'm going to leave her? I won't I could never do that to her. I held her in my arms and asked "What's wrong?"

"Nothing,"

I could tell she was lying. I want to know. Maybe I can help her. I know she's hurt since what happened with me and Niall. I hope she's not anymore. I said "Baby, please tell me what's wrong."