Mrs Tomlinson

Chapter 47

Louis' POV 

I woke up and Abby had her head on my chest. Her hair was a little messy. She looked so peaceful. She doesn't look stressed. That's the way I want it to be. She doesn't need to be worried yet. I hope nothing happens. I realized I was all sweaty. Probably because Abby is laying on me and we had the blanket over us. I don't want to disturb her. I want to keep her in my arms. I grabbed the remote and turned on the tv. I kept the tv volume low so it wouldn't wake her up. I laid there for awhile with her in my arms and I heard the front door open. I'm sure it's one of the boys. They didn't come here yesterday that I know of. After a couple minutes I heard some footsteps coming down the hall. They stopped in front of our door and it opened. I saw that it was Harry. He said "I thought we were supposed to help you move today."

"Sorry, I forgot. I got distracted."

He chuckled and said "Sure, you were distracted."

He closed the door and walked away. I felt Abby move and she looked up at me. She asked "What did Harry want?"

"They boys are here to help us move today."

"I want to stay here though."

"We still have Mason home. Do you want me to ask them to leave and ask Niall to take Mason?"

"Yeah, but I want to move."

She's so confusing. I love her but sometimes I wish she could make up her mind. I ran my hand down her stomach and down a little further. I said "If we stay here like this all day, I might be temped to do some other things."

She gave me a small smile and said "Let's just get ready so we can move."

I chuckled and she got up. She's so beautiful. I don't know how she even wants to be with someone like me. I've done so many bad things and she's still Innocent. She walked into the bathroom and closed the door. I got up and grabbed some clothes and got ready. When I was done I saw that the bathroom door was till closed. I walked out of the room and walked down to Mason's room. I'm sure the boys already have him out of bed. I wouldn't doubt it. They love him and every time they come here in the mornings they get him out of bed. I looked in his room and saw that he wasn't in there. I walked further down the hall into the living room and saw Niall and Harry playing with him in the floor and Liam and Zayn were sitting on the couch. Mason was still in his pajamas. I walked over to the boys and picked Mason up. Niall asked "Why did you do that?"

"I was going to get him ready to go to my mum's so we can move today."

I walked back down the hall to Mason's room and got him ready. When I was done I kissed his head and set him down. He ran out of his room towards the living room. He probably went back in there to play with the boys. If Nick did press charges, I would miss Mason so much. I'm used to seeing him everyday. I would probably go crazy if I didn't. I want to see Abby everyday. I want to be around her. She would be devastated if I had to go to jail. I know she would be an emotional wreck. I know my mum and the boys would help her with Mason. I want to be the one to do that though. I should be the one helping her with him. When he was born she wasn't the only one that had to grow up for him. I had to too. I don't regret him being born. I love him just as much as I love Abby. I wish we would have waited even though somethings break. I know we couldn't have controlled it that time but we can control it with our next kid.

I walked out of Mason's room and looked into the living room. I didn't see Abby in there. What is taking her so long? She never takes this long to get ready. At least I've never seen her take this long to get ready. I walked down to our room and walked in. The bathroom door was still shut. Why has she been in there so long? I hope she's not cutting. I don't ever want to see her do that again. I opened the door and saw her looking in the mirror. I kind of surprised the she didn't have the door locked. She doesn't usually lock the door on me unless she's really mad. I looked at her and saw that she had her shirt pulled up and she was looking at something on her stomach. I asked "What are you looking at?"