Mrs Tomlinson

Chapter 43

Louis' POV  

I feel horrible about what happened to Abby. I know I couldn't exactly control it. I was at work and I tried to get home as fast as I could. I never want her to go though anything like that with me around. No one should ever abuse a women and he did that to my wife. I would have killed Nick for what he did to her if Niall didn't pull me off. It upsets me just as much that he didn't care that our son Mason was standing right there. He watched part of it. No child should ever have to see their mother go through that. I don't understand why Nick keeps coming around. I keep kicking his ass but he doesn't seem to care. Maybe if he was dead this would stop but I'm sure Zack would come around too. I know he's scared of me though. I don't think he would try and fight me. I love Abby and I hate the fact that they keep putting her through this. She was finally happy since what happened between us and things were good then this shit had to happen. All I want is for her to be happy not have to worry about anything like that. I didn't go to work today. I didn't want to leave her here alone. I don't want anything else happening to her. I know she's awake but he hasn't came out of our room all day. I'm worried about her. I've been watching Mason all day. I love him and want to be around him but I need to be with Abby. I know she's upset about what happened. Maybe I should go to our room to see what's up with her. I know she's upset but I don't think she would spend a whole day in our room just because of that. I think we need to move. She needs to help figure out where we're going to move. I was hoping we could buy a house this time. I mean her and I both want our family to be bigger but I don't think we can do that here in an apartment. I mean we do have an extra bedroom but I feel like we need a house though. I want it to be her dream house. It's going to be somewhere where we raise our family. That's how it needs to be. I want to go check on Abby but I don't want to leave Mason to be out here by himself. I don't want him seeing Abby upset either. He doesn't need to see that. I know that he knows there's something wrong but he just doesn't understand it yet. Maybe I can ask Niall to watch him. I'm sure he would. He loves Mason and they always spend a lot of time together. I grabbed my phone and asked him if he could take Mason for a little bit and he said yes. I wasn't surprised. I know I can trust him with Mason. He's so good with kids. I never thought he would be but he is. I never thought I would be either, let alone have my own kid at this age. I never thought I would ever have a kid or even be thinking about having another. I want another kid but we need to wait till things are better. I love Abby and I know we both want a kid but we need to wait for a better time. After about 10 minutes Niall showed up. He picked up Mason and asked "Is anything wrong with Abby?"

"She's just upset. I want to go check on her but I don't want him to see."

"How long do you want me to keep him?"

"I'll text you when I'm done."

"Okay."

I kissed Mason on the head and they left. I hope Abby's not too upset when I walk in. I hate seeing her upset. It's one of the worst things I've seen. I walked back towards our room and I heard some crying. Was she crying again? I don't want her to be crying. She doesn't deserve to be like this. She's so sweet she needs to be happy. I walked in and I couldn't believe what I saw. I've never seen her doing this before. She was sitting on the floor and crying. She had blood on her wrists with a broken piece of glass in her hand. Why did she have to do this? I never want her to do this. I never thought she would even think about doing this. I don't want to see her doing this. Why would she turn to cutting herself? I knew she was upset but I never thought she was this upset. If I would have done I wouldn't have left her alone. I don't want her to be alone now. I walked over to her and sat down next to her. I'm upset that she did this. There was blood dripping off her wrists onto her legs. She looked up at me and I could see more tears forming iin her eyes. She whispered "Are you mad at me?"