Mrs Tomlinson

Chapter 88

Abby's POV 

I was in the waiting room playing with Mason. Everyone else left to go get something to eat. They were all hungry. I wasn't hungry. I haven't been since everything happened yesterday. I know Harry is still back there with Louis. I wonder what they were talking about. I'm sure I will find out. I heard someone walk into the waiting room. I saw that it was Harry. He looked kind of confused about something. He asked "Where did everyone go?"

''They went to go eat."

''Why didn't you go with them?"

''I would rather go be with Louis."

He nodded and said "You need to tell him what you told me last night."

''I know. I just don't know when to tell him."

''You should just go tell him. I mean he should know.''

''I know. I'm scared to. I mean we should be worrying about him getting better right now. We shouldn't be worrying about me being pregnant."

''Abby, please go tell him.''

''I don't want to do this right now. I mean he just needs to worry about himself getting better right now. I don;t want him to be worrying about me. I'll just tell him when he gets back home."

''You could be showing by then." 

''Do you think I should just go tell him?"

''I think it would be good idea."

I guess he is right. I do need to tell Louis this. I just don't want him to worry about me. I know I'll be fine. I just want him to worry about himself getting better. I just want him to get better so he can come back home. I mean I don't know what I'm going to do with just me and Mason at home. I'm actually kind of worried about that. I mean anything could happen. I know that Zack and Nick are in jail but who knows who else they were working with. I don't want anything happening while I'm home with Mason. I haven't even talked to my parents in awhile either. I don't know if they're going to try and come around again either. I wouldn't doubt if they did. I looked over at Harry and said "I think I should go tell him."

He nodded and asked "Do you want me to watch him while you go abck there and tell him?"

''Please."

He nodded and started playing with Mason. I'm thankful that Harry is around. I know he just wants Louis to get better too. I got up and walked out of the waiting room. I started walking down the hall towards Louis' room. I'm kind of nervous to be telling him this. I know I shouldn't be. This is something that we both wanted. I just don't think it should have happened at this time. I mean we kind of have a lot going on. I don't want to worry Louis anymore than he is now. I know that this might have him a bit more worried. As I walked to his room, I noticed one of the nurses staring at me. I realized that it was the nurse that asked me if he was awake yet. She looked kind of mad. I don't understand why she would be. I mean we haven't done anything. I just shook my head and walked to Louis' room. I closed the door and looked over at him. He seemed kind of confused about something. I walked over and sat next to his bed. He grabbed my hand and asked "Did you have something to tell me?''

''How did you know?"

''I could tell earlier. You looked like you wanted to tell me something but you never did."

''I don't want to worry you."

''Is it what you found out at the doctor yesterday?"

''Yes."

''Babe, just tell me."

I don't understand why I'm so nervous to tell him this. I guess this is the first time I've really had to come out and tell him. He came home when I was takinf the pregnancy test when I was pregnant with Mason. Then he pushed me to take a pregnancy test when I was pregnant then lost the baby. I know that was hard for both of us. I just don't want to go through that again. Maybe that's why I'm so nervous to tell him. He said "Babe.''