Mrs Tomlinson

Chapter 24

I did'nt go back to sleep. I laid there for awhile. I didn't want to be here. I love Louis but he shouldn't have went out and got drunk. I got up and got dressed. I packed a bag  for at least a couple days. I looked at Louis and saw he was still asleep. I took my bag and put it in the living room. I walked back to Mason's room and packed him a bag. I wasn't going to leave without him. I grabbed his bag and mine and walked them out to the car. I feel kind of bad for just leaving but I was mad and upset about what he did. I walked back into Mason's room and saw that he was awake. I got him dressed and put him back in his crib for a minute. I walked into the kitchen to write Louis a not before we left. Louis, I love you but what you did last night was wrong. You scared me. I'm leaving for at least a couple days. I'm not saying where me and Mason are going. I don't know when I'm coming back. -Abby. I walked back to Mason's room and picked him and grabbed the keys and my phone. I put Mason in his car seat and got in. I started driving. I knew where I wanted to go. I'm sure Louis would never expect me to be there. I want to tell Niall where I'm going but he would tell Louis if he asked. I wasn't going to tell any of the boys. 

Louis' POV 

I woke up. I didn't feel anyone next to me. Abby was usually next to me. I have a huge headache. I shouldn't have drank that much last night. I don't even remember much of last night. I'm sure Abby is with Mason in the living room. I got up and put on some sweatpants and walked down the hall. The whole apartment was quiet. It's never this quiet. Even when it's just the three of us at home. I usually hear Mason or Abby doing something. I don't understand what's going on. I didn't see anyone in the living room. I walked to Mason's hoping to find them in there. I love them both so much. I just wanted to be with them. I know I was supposed to work today but missing one day won't hurt. Louis, I love you but what you did last night was wrong. You scared me. I'm leaving for at least a couple days. I'm not saying where me and Mason are going. I don't know when I'm coming back. -Abby.  I don't remember what happened last night. Maybe I can remeber. 

*Flashback*

I was holding her arm. "No, You're going to bed with me."

I was angry that she wasn't going to bed with me. I could see some fear in her face. She said "I'm not going to bed with you tonight."

"NO, YOU DIDN'T SLEEP WITH ME LAST NIGHT. YOU'RE SLEEPING WITH ME TONIGHT."

I could see she was trying to stay calm. "Louis, I'm not going to bed with you tonight. You're drunk. Now lower your voice. You're going to wake up Mason."

"NO, YOU'RE GOING TO SLEEP WITH ME."  

She started pulling her arm away from me so I tightened my grip. I pushed her up against the wall and said "Let's go to bed, love."

"No, you're drunk.and being rude and hurting my arm."

I could see the pain in her eyes. I don't understand why I didn't feel bad at this time. Probably because I was drunk. I punched a hole in the wall. I didn't want to hurt her. I could never live with myself if I did. I pulled her into our room and closed the door behind us. I said "I want to fuck you right now."

She looked a little shocked but didn't exactly say anything. This wasn't like usual when I said that. Probably since she was scared. I pushed my lips on hers. She wasn't kissing back. I needed her to kiss me back. I pulled away and said "Kiss me back babe."

I kissed her again except she kissd back. this wasn't normal for us. I made this kiss rough. I pushed my tongue into her mouth and lead us over to the bed. I pulled away from the kiss and pulled my shirt off of her.

*End of Flashback*

I can't believe I did that. I've never done that to her. I'm such an asshole. She had a reason to leave. I don't blame her I would leave me too after that. I need her though. She keeps me from doing stupid shit like that usually. I should have never went last night. Nick just kept pissing me off so much. I should have never agreed to meet him and beat his ass again. I did then went to a bar with Jacob. I shouldn't have done that either. It would have been so much better if I just came back home. That's where I belonged last night with my wife and son. They needed me here and I was too much of an ass to realize that then. I love them more than anything in the world. It sucks without them here. I just don't know what to do. I took it way too far last night. I regret last night. I should have never of done that to Abby. She deserves so much better. For my own selfishness I need her here. She would be perfect with someone like Niall or Liam. I need to find her. I have no idea where she would go though. Maybe Niall's. That's the only place I can think off. I ran back to the bedroom and changed and grabbed some keys. I drove to Niall's as fast as I could. I need Abby. We need to talk this out. I need to apologize. I would spend the rest of my life apologizing if I had to. When I got there. I ran up to the door and started banging on it. After a minute he answered and I could tell he just woke up. Maybe she's not here. He asked "Why are you here this early?"

"Is Abby here?"

"No. Why?"

"I don't know where she is and she has Mason."

"What did you do?'

"I fucked up so bad last night. I don't blame her for leaving. I need her though.''

"I don't know where she is. I haven't talked to her since I was at your apartment last night."

"Okay."

I turned around and got back in the car. I sat there thinking. I honestly have no clue where she could have went. I need to find her.

Abby's POV 

After a couple hours of driving I got to the lake house. I know Louis wouldn't come here. I don't think he knows that I know how to get here. I got Mason out of the backseat and grabbed our bags and walked in. I set Mason down with some of his toys and I took our bags upstairs. I walked back downstairs to be with Mason. I was still upset about last night. It wasn't right. I don't care that he was drunk. He shouldn't have done that. I love him but I can't be around him right now. I don't want Mason around him either. I know he's sober by now but that doesn't matter. I heard my phone going off. I guessed it was Louis. I looked at the name to make sure. It was Niall. I answer. He asked "Where are you? Are you okay?"

He sounded worried. I'm guessing Louis went to his apartment looking for me. I knew that would be the first place he would look. I sighed and said "I don't want Louis knowing where I'm at. But Physically I'm fine but emotionally I'm not."

"Can I know what he did?"

I stayed quiet for a minute and he said "You don't have to tell me." "No I'll tell you. Please don't say anythig to anyone...."

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