Mrs Tomlinson

Chapter 33

Abby's POV  

I know I need to get my stuff from Niall's but I just wanted to be home right now. I missed being around Louis. I love him so much. I'm surprised that Louis wasn't really mad about what happened this morning. Louis and I were cuddling on the couch for awhile. Mason just played on the floor. He seemed happy to be home. I know he didn't know what was going on. I feel bad since he wasn't around Louis for a couple days and he's used to being around him almost everyday. I felt Louis move one of his hands down to my leg. I felt him start running it up my leg. I looked up at him and saw him smirking. I said "Not now."

"Why?"

"Mason is in here."

"Well then I'll do it later."

"Fine."

I pecked his lips and said "I need to go get my stuff."

"Do you have to go now?"

"Some of it is Mason's, so yes."

He kissed me and said "Don't let anything happen."

"I won't."

"I love you."

"I love you too."

He kissed me one last time before I left. I needed to go get mine and Mason's stuff but I don't want anything to happen between me and Niall. I feel bad. He told me how he felt and I still went back to Louis. I don't feel that way though. I love him like a brother. I hope things can stay the way they are. I love Louis and I'm going to be with him. If things keep going the way they were I'll leave again. Then I don't know if I would go back. I know Mason needs his dad but if it's like it was he'll just see him a couple times a week. I got to Niall's and I started getting nervous. I don't know how he's going to take this. I didn't exactly think anything over. I knew I was going back to Louis even though I'm confused. I walked up to the door and knocked. Niall answered and asked "Why didn't you just walk in?"

"I don't know."

I walked in and he asked "Where's Mason?"

"With Louis."

"Are you back with him?"

"Yeah."

He seemed kind of pissed and walked into the living room wothout saying anything. I walked down the hall to the guest room and grabbed mine and Mason's bags. I walked out of the room and set the the bags down by the door. I don't want to leave knowing he's mad. I should have known he would be mad about this. I walked into the living room and saw Niall sitting down on the couch. He had his head in his hands. I walked over to the couch and sat down next to him. He looked up at me and I could see that he was crying. I feel bad now. I've never seen any of these boys cry. I asked "Why are you crying?"

"Because I love you. Why can't you understand he's bad for you. All you guys have done lately is fight. I know you don't want Mason around that. If you were with me there would be no fighting. I wouldn't treat you like that. You would always be put first like you should. He never puts you first he puts himself before you and Mason."

I don't know what to say. Part of the things he said are right. I don't want Mason around the fighting. I think Louis will stop fucking things up this time. If he fucks up again I don't know what's going to happen. I looked at him and he was staring at me. I know he's waiting for me to say something but I just don't know what to say. He said "Please say something."

"I don't know what to say."

"Are you going back to Louis?"

"Yes."