Mrs Tomlinson

Chapter 70

Abby's POV 

The past couple days have been good between me and Louis. We haven't fought or anything. We don't fight usually though. We only do when Niall is involved. Niall hasn't been around at all since I went and talked to him. Things have been better around here. I know I was upset when I lost the baby but so was Louis. I know no matter how much he doesn't admit it he was upset. I know him and I both want another baby but maybe we should wait a little longer till we try again. I know his court date is coming up and I'm starting to worry about it. I know Louis doesn't want me to worry about it. I can't help it though. There's the possibility that he can go back to jail and I don't want that. Me and Mason need him around. I miss him when he's not around and I would be an emotional wreak again. I don't want to go back to being like that. It's going to happen if he goes back. I don't want to think about it anymore but I can't help it. Louis doesn't want me to think or worry about it. I know he wants things to stay good between us. 

I was at home taking care of Mason while Louis was at work. I miss him but I got used to being away from him while he's at work. I was in the floor playing with Mason when there was a knock on the door. I don't know who would come here. The boys normally just walk in and they normally come when Louis' home unless they just want to see Mason. I know it's not them since they went out last night. I only know that because they called Louis and asked if he wanted to go. He said no which kind of surprised me. He said he would rather be home with me and Mason. I got up and walked over to the door. I opened it and saw Niall standing there. I don't understand why he's here. He looked kind of upset but he smiled. I haven't talked to him since I told him I lost the baby. He hasn't tried to call or text me either. He normally did and Louis didn't like it. Most of the time I kind of just ignored it. I noticed that he flowers in his hands and he also had a note. I have no idea what this is about. I asked "Do you want to come in?"

He shook his head no and said "I just wanted to come here and give you this."

He handed me the flowers and the note. I asked "Why did you bring theses?"

"Please don't tell Louis about that note."

"I won't. Please tell me what this is about."

"Everything is in that note."

I looked at him confused and he said "Please just read it and don't show it to Louis."

I nodded and he kissed my cheek. Before I could say anything else he walked off the small porch and out to his car. I closed the door and walked into the living room. I saw that Mason was still playing and not getting into anything. I'm glad he's not though. He's been getting into so much lately. I walked into the kitchen and set the flowers down on the counter. I went over to the table and sat down. I opened the note and started reading it.

Abby, We've already been through some things together. I don't know if you feel the same way about me but I want to be with you. You're so beautiful and I want to make you happy, If we were together we wouldn't fight like you and Louis do. I would do anything just to make sure you're happy. I love you and Mason more than anything. I would do anything for the two of you. I want you to be with me. We could keep it a secretly from Louis and make sure he doesn't know or we can just leave if you want. I want you to think about this for a couple days. Please don't just make a decision about this right now. Don't tell Louis about his, I don't want any more problems. I love you.- Love Niall. 

I have no idea what to think about this letter. I'm not sure how I feel about Niall anymore. I don't want to cheat on Louis again but who knows what's going to happen. I still regret what I did and I don't want to do it again. I don't want to leave Louis either. I have no reason to. He's been treating me right. I love him more than anything and I don't want to do anything to ruin that right now. I mean Louis hasn't done anything. I know I need to choose what is going to make me happy.