Chapter 87

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Louis' POV 

I felt someone holding my hand and rubbing circles on the back. It felt like Abby's hand. It has to be her. I started opening my eyes. I looked up and saw her. Before my eyes were fully open she hugged me. I want her back in my arms. I wrapped my arms around her and held her close. Her arms tightened around me and it kind of hurt. I said "Babe you still have to be careful."

She pulled away and I could see tears running down her face. I don't want her to be crying right now. I hate it when she cry's. It seems like I've had to see her do that a lot lately. I don't want to be the cause of it. I reached over and grabbed her hand. I pulled her a little closer and asked "Why are you crying?"

She smiled and said "I just wanted to see you. You've been asleep since yesterday."

I couldn't have been asleep that whole time. I felt her holding my hand yesterday. I heard what she said while she was in here. I just couldn't do anything about it. I don't know if I should tell her about that. I can tell that she's been worried. I don't want her to be worried anymore. I'm sure things will get better. I pulled her a little closer and she sat down on the edge of my bed. I'm happy that she's here. I just love being around her. I love everything about her. I know so much more could have happened yesterday. I don't want to think about that. I need to focus on me and my family. I wrapped my arm around her waist and pulled her a little more closer. I kissed her cheek and whispered "I love you so much baby."

She smiled and said "I love you."

I love seeing her smile. I saw that she still had some tears running down her face but she wasn't crying anymore. I reached my hand up and wiped her tears off with my thumb. I feels like it's been forever since I've got to kiss her. I know it was just yesterday morning though. I just miss the feeling of her around me. I put a finger under her chin and had her looking at me. I looked her her for a minute. She looked less worried than she was when I first woke up. I know she was worried about me. I can tell something else is bothering her. I know we're going to talk about it later. I don't want to ruin this time with her right now. I kissed her. She wrapped her arms around my neck. I can tell she's trying to be gentle. I know she doesn't want to hurt me. Her lips were soft and gentle against mine as they moved in sync. I put my hands on her hips and pulled her a little closer. I ran my tongue over her bottom lip and she let me have entrance. I can tell that she missed me. After a couple minutes she pulled away. She smiled and pecked my lips. I asked "Where's Mason?"

'He's out in the waiting room with Harry."

''Were you home alone last night?"

''No, I asked Harry to stay at the house in case anything happened."

I'm glad that Harry did that. I need to talk to him. I need to ask him something. I know he would help with this. I smiled and said "I don't want anything happening to you or Mason."

''I know. That's why I asked Harry to come stay the night."

''I'm surprised you didn't ask Niall."

She looked at me kind of confused and asked "Why do you think that?"

''You used to go to him for everything."

''I know. I can't trust him now. Well I kind of can it's just that I didn't want to deal with him trying anything.''

''I don't want him around when I'm not around.''

''I know.''

We both stayed quiet for a couple minutes. I know this is usually something that is hard for us to talk about. I just want Niall filling her head with a bunch of bullshit again. I'm surprised she didn't leave me after some of things he was telling her. I'm glad she didn't though. I need her. She's my everything. I honestly don't know what I would have done if she would have left me. I don't want to think about that. I know things have gotten better between us. We don't fight like we did. I know what the cause of that was though. I didn't exactly know at the time I'm just glad that I do now. I don't want Niall trying anything else with her. I looked up at Abby and I could tell she was thinking. She looked like she wanted to tell me something but she didn't want to say it now. I will talk to her later about this. I need to talk to Harry. I hope she doesn't mind that. I asked "Can you get Harry? I want to talk to him about something."

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