Mrs Tomlinson

Chapter 37

Abby's POV 

I need to talk to Niall. I don't want to hurt him. He needs to know I'm staying with Louis though. I don't ever want to cheat on him again. I know he won'e either. We both fucked up but we're moving past it. I pulled my hand out of his and he looked at me weird. I said "We can't do what we did again."

"Why?"

I looked up at him and he looked sad. I don't want to do this to him but I have to. I said "I'm staying with Louis. I can't cheat on him again. I want to be with him."

He looked like he wanted to say something. I know he doesn't want to upset me but I want him to say whatever he wants to say. We need to talk this out. I said "Please say whatever you have to say."

He sighed then said "Why are you going back to him? He still does't treat you right. You need someone better than him. He doesn't worry about you or Mason."

I know he doesn't want me to go back to Louis but I want to. I need to. We have a kid together. We're married. I know him and I are going to work through this. Louis treats me better than Niall thinks. Before everything happened he treated me right. Niall didn't really see that. Things are going back to the way they were. I want them to go back to that too. I know Louis loves me. I know he loves Mason too. He's proving that. He doesn't really need to anyway. He always tries to put us first. Louis wants me to be happy. I need him to be happy and I know he needs me. I know Niall is my best friend and he loves me. I just don't love him the same way. He's one of my best friends. I don't want that to change. I don't want to hurt Niall's feelings and tell him I regret what we did. I shouldn't have done it. I don't know if I would have forgiven Louis if I didn't do that and he still did what he did. Niall asked "Are you still going back to him?"

"Yeah, I have to."

"You don't have to. You can stay here with me."

"I love him. I want to be with him. I want me and Louis and Mason to all be a family together. I love you but not the same way you love me. I want us to stay friends and for me and Louis to still be together."

He looked upset and said "Friends don't do what we did."

"I know but I'm sure we can stay friends."

He got up and said "I love you and I'm not sure that will change. I need time to think."

He walked out of the living room and down the hall. I heard a door close. I guess he went into his room. I got up and walked out of his apartment. I'm upset. I don't know if I just lost my best friend. I hope not. It feels like I did though. I felt some tears escape my eyes and run down my face. I got in the car and started driving home. I want to be home with Louis and Mason. I'm sure Mason is in bed already but I can be with Louis. I love him and want to be with him in his arms. I know he didn't want me to go talk to Niall but I needed to. I want to be home already and be in Louis' arms. I know he might be mad at Niall because I'm upset but I don't want him to do anything. I'm the one that messed this up. He shouldn't get mad at Niall.

Louis' POV   

I've been laying in bed waiting for Abby to get back. I didn't want her to go talk to him but I know she needed to. I hope she's not upset when she gets home. I know she didn't cheat on me. She wouldn't do that to me. Mason's already in bed. When she gets here it will just be the two of us. Mason was tired today so he went to bed early. I hope she's not upset when she gets here. I hope Niall didn't do anything to her. I was watching tv and I heard the front door open. I know Abby's back. She was gone awhile. I was hoping she wouldn't be but I know she needed to talk to him. Maybe he understands now that she's mine and she's going to stay with me. I looked over at the door and she walked in. I saw tears running down her face. What the fuck did he do to her? I'm pissed off now. I don't want her to know that though. I want her in my arms. I hate seeing her upset. I never want to see her upset. It kills me to see her like that. I asked "Baby, what's wrong?"