Forever&Always - Austin Mahone Fan Fiction

Chapter 43

Is it weird that I just read the comments on the chapters for the first time? Call me stupid but at first, I didn't know how to read comments so I was like 'oh well'. And I had never read any fan fiction before so I had no idea what I was doing. So to be honest, I was so intimidated by the comments, like, that sound weird, but I was kinda scared to read the comments.

Who knows why, I'm odd.

Also, the first few chapters are crap because it was my first time writing a story on Wattpad and I didn't know how to do it and everything so point your fingers but I swear my paragraphing and my chapters will be better&longer.

lol, okay, enjoy the chapter:)

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Song Of The Chapter

Skinny Love by Birdy

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Alyssa's POV

Austin had slapped me.

My jaw hung open, my right hand on my right cheek as I looked up at Austin. He looked completely frozen. The hand that slapped me was still held up and him eyes looked like they were going to bolt out of their sockets.

"Alyssa I-"

"Just get out of my life!" I yelled at him and walked furiously out the door. Reaching the bottom of the stairs, I realized that I can't really go anywhere.

He's in my house.

I stomped into the bathroom downstairs and looked at myself in the mirror. Was I really crying?

My makeup was well ruined and my right cheek had turned a very hot pink color.

That boy slaps hard.

Slamming the bathroom door shut, I locked it quickly before fixing my image. I decided to wash my face and take off all of my make up. After I cleansed my face, I noticed the pinkish red mark on my cheek faded slightly.

I can't believe Austin slapped me.

I rolled my eyes and tucked my hair behind my ear before opening the door and turning off the light. For some reason, I was in the mood to watch a movie. But I didn't want to drive anywhere.

So I went over to the living room and looked through the stack of movies piled next to the tv. Picking one out, I popped it into the DVD player and sat down on the couch.

Is this really how you deal with heartbreak? Watch tv and eat? Maybe that's how you got so fat in middle school. My subconscious spat at me, making me loose all confidence in myself and completely lowering my self esteem.

I wrapped myself in a blanket and pressed the 'play movie' button on the remote as the screen turned black and the beginning credits rolled in.

Maybe this is how I'll always be.

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"Alyssa! What happened yesterday?" Madison scooted closer to me as she took her seat at the table during lunch.

"Nothing." I murmur, poking my hamburger carelessly.

"Seriously." She says, nudging me.

"I'll..." I looked up briefly to see Alex and Austin walking over to sit at our table. "Tell you later." I finished, standing up and walking out of the cafeteria.

There were barely any people in the halls because it was obviously lunch. I played with my fingers as I fast walked down the long hall, turning the corner and heading towards a place I've never really bothered to visit.