This is the greatest thing I've watched all week.
Alyssa
It's been a week since that whole wedding bullshit. I don't really care, though. My mom hasn't tried to reach out to me once since then so why should I care?
All I'm worried about is my pregnancy and going with Derek on this tour, which is in three days so I'm packing everything right now. The first stop is San Fransisco and I'm really looking forward to this tour because I'll be able to travel to places that I've never been with the person I love.
Due to the tour being so close, Derek and Nate have been in and out of meetings all week. While they were at their meetings, I was chilling with Swazz because lets be honest, I don't want to be by myself for hours a day.
Even though the tour is in three days, we're leaving in two. I don't really know why, but that's what Kevin said they're going to do.
I get really bored when I'm not listening to music and everything's all quiet, so I pull out my phone and scroll through my music. I clicked on the album "Lil Big Pac" and 'Can I' by Kodak Black started to play.
Can I ball? Can I chill?
Can I stunt?Would I live long enough to raise my son?Made something out of nothin'And nothin' what I'm fromCan your boy do something productive for once?And once a n***a make it, they gon' wanna take itMoney don't change ya, but it do drive ya crazyLil n***a out the projects, they rootin' for the babyEven when you showin' love, they still gon' wanna hate ya
I sang along with the song while I folded up clothes and put them in my suitcase.
If I tell you how I feel, can I fuck?
I gotta see if the pussy good before I cuff
I'm really in the feels so I need someone to hug
I'm out here like for real so I be needin' a little love
All you gotta do is grind
It's gon' take time
Ain't no time to chill
Ain't no time to vibe
All my people wanted me to sit my ass down
But I been on gold since I got off my behind
Everybody wanna shine
Nobody wanna grind
See my n***a workin' hard, that shit paid him off fine
None of this shit just fall from the sky
I'm puttin' in work, I done forgot that I was tired
I went to the closet and grabbed some of my sneakers, placing them in a seperate suit case. I let out a sigh and plopped down on the bed. Do I have everything I need?
Can a n***a eat in peace?
You leechin' for a crumb
N***s ain't even showin' ya love where ya from
Them people took my 40s, so I'm about to go buy a pump
What if the trolls roll up on me right? Should I run?
Can I take you out to lunch?
I just wanna get you full then get all in your stomach
I just made shawty tell a man that she done
Lately she been tellin' me she love me, should I run?
I'm gone, I'm done
I shook and went describin'
I'm not a bad kid, I just didn't have no guidance
Fuck a home run, you boys be runnin' in houses
Robbin', connivin', wylin' and burglarizin'
I rapped along with the song when I heard a deep chuckle behind me, scaring the shit out of me. I practically jumped up off the bed and saw Derek standing in the doorway with his phone pointing at me and a smile plastered on his face.
"Aw, baby, you're so adorable!"
"Did you fucking record that?" I asked, running over to him, trying to see his phone. "I swear you better not have put that on Snapchat, Derek!"
He laughed lightly. "It's okay, mami, it was cute as hell. Everyone's going to love watching you rap to Kodak. Shit I know I did."
"I hate you," I laughed and shook my head.
"I love you too."
Author's note
#FreeKodak but yall should listen to what I linked, 'Can I', and 'Going Viral' - they all by Kodak. And yall should fr fr listen to 'Lil Big Pac'
Anyways, WHAT A FUCKING WAY TO START OFF THE SECOND HALF OF THE SEASON! ASTROS WON 7-3 AGAINST THE MARINERS, SHIT HAD ME HYPE
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All Things Go ➳ Sam Wilkinson | Derek Luh
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