My Mind.

10/30/13

I really don't think I can finish high school.

I put all this pressure on myself and I just can't even look at my school work.

I haven't been doing school since what September?

I mean come on.

What's wrong with me?

I can't do anything.

All I do is sleep and eat.

But even eating hurts.

I feel so fat whenever I eat.

I hardly even want to see my friends.

I'm just stuck in this.

It's not right to be 16 and unable to get out of bed.

My smiles are fake.

I can't be happy, but I can't even cry.

Why am I even like this?

How'd I get this...screwed up?

I can't even tell the truth about how I feel.

I can tell about what I have struggled with, but not how I am right now.

I'm in so deep that I don't know what it's like to feel better or some what right.

The only way I can describe myself is empty and dead.

And I don't know if I can be brought back to life.