My Mind.

04/22/13

I'm losing control of my life more and more everyday. 

My parents control literally everything now. 

My music is gone.

My phone is gone. Any sort of technology is pretty much gone.

My friends are gone. 

The thing that bothers me the most about all this is that my parents don't understand that some of these things actually help with the depression and with my constant racing thoughts. 

I try to explain to my parents, but it's pointless. 

The worst part about all of this it when I try to explain they just tell me "Well that's what you think." "That's not what we perceived/observed." 

Well excuses me. I'm not your fucking science experiment. I'm me and if they think that what they observe is the way I really am...they're extremely wrong. 

I'm on the verge of seriously hurting someone. 

Or having another breakdown.