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Hey guys,

I'm sorry. I know my last post was kinda...screwed up. I was having a crappy week.

I'll be flying off to New York on Wednesday...without my parents. Just me and my two younger sisters. It's kinda cool, but it sucks more because my parents aren't coming. My mom is really sick. Her back has been in serious pain to the point she can't even stand. For God's sake she's still in her 30s! She had an MRI today (I think that's what it was) so we can find out what's going on. She gets her results later today. I hope it's nothing bad. I'm worried it is though. She's suffered a lot with different health issues and I just want her to be able to have peace. I kind of think it's my fault though. After all she's been through with me and my screwed upness I don't think she knows how to deal with it. Because of that I think her emtional pain has come out physically. I think this because this sort of thing has happened in the past.

So if any of you guys pray out there...prayers would be greatly appreciated.

I would also like to thank you for all the reads. I just hit 3k 0.o woooaaaah dude

Love you all.

You're beautiful.

Never give up.

<3 Alex

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