Keep forgetting to remember

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□□ it would be the worst, yet happiest thing for her. □□

Jack woke up, his arm felt heavy yet his body feels so light. He looked around the cramped room and saw a bra on the hanging on the led tv, just above the corner of the sliding door.

He sat up swiftly. Kirsten was thrown away from the narrow couch. She has no reaction. She fell on a soft carpet and was trying to open her eyes. She was sleeping, with Jack's arm as a pillow.

"Oh Shit Why are you here? I'm so sorry!" Jack slowly stepped out of the couch while scratching his head because he was naked, and Kirsten was there on the floor, naked as well. He can remember some of the things that happened on that room, but not enough to make a story out of it.

Kirsten looked up after being forced to be awakened. "Is-is that... my bra?!" She looked around, but her eyes were so heavy. She felt like crying and screaming because she was naked, and he can see Jack's ding dong. She was positive that something happened the other night.

Alex suddenly peeked in while the door was opening slowly, with a big smile, "Wake U-aw! I'm so sorry! Shit!" He saw Kirsten on the floor, naked, trying to look up at him. He turned around and waited for the door to completely close again before he casually walked back to the front lounge, acting like he did not exclaimed something.

Jack grabbed the bra from the hanging led tv and handed it over to the naked Kirsten on the floor. He also picked up all their clothes around the room and started dressing up as Alex accidentally caused a fuzz a while ago, and the others were asking him about it.

Kirsten sat down on the couch and asked, "What happened? Did it really happened? What the hell have I done?"

Jack was confused, just like her. They knew that something happened, but they were not able to remember everyhing completely. So they went out like floating spirits that were not capable of communicating, except eating since it was already lunch time.

They can't remember a thing. They can remember the fragments of last night's memories but not to the point that they can make a clear picture for it.

The three did not seem to noticed anything too. All of it was a blurry memory. But considering that they were naked, and all alone in the back lounge, they knew something smutty happened. They saw them kissing each other before they walked up to the back lounge. They already knew it. They knew it. They have done smutty things before.

It was not really permitted, but they sneak out once in a while.

What concerned Kirsten the most was its toll on her. Her behavior that night was really bad. She became angry with herself for being the kind of partner that she does not like. She wanted loyal people, a loyal partner, yet the night slipped away on her. She let herself get carried away and slept with another man. It wasn't just any normal man, but a sin is still a sin.

If it really happened, it would be the worst, yet happiest thing for her. Her mind was in a total state of panic and confusion.

She knew it was just nothing for Jack, because he might be really used to it by now. She must be the 5th girl he banged on the bus. 49-5.

But she was wrong.

Jack was not at peace that he cannot remember the sequence of last night's events. He felt like a bad man because, he violated someone who was innocently looking up to him. And to think that she just came in the other day too!

After breakfast, both of them were sitting on the couch on the front lounge. Still not talking. But both of them thought of the other night and they were reflecting on their actions.

Alex sat down in front of them, "There is only one question. Was that consensual?"

Alex was really bothered about Kirsten so he decided to intercede. He knew Kirsten's way of life was different, even the societal issues just like what happened to her and Jack. They lived in the far end side of the world. Every thing is different even if weeds was their common denominator.

Jack and Kirsten looked at each other, and nodded slowly. They both enjoyed it. Jack led her on, starting with a kiss. Kirsten was guilty with every emotion and lust that she felt that night. When they reached the back lounge, Kirsten's consciousness were all focused to Jack. His piercing eyes were simultaneously working on her with his lips on to hers. She knew that they kissed until she already lost her senses.

"Did you use a condom?" Alex went on a second question even if he said there was only one. He asked it in a blunt way that made Kirsten squint her eyes as she turned to Jack and waited for his answer.

"You only said one question.. but yes! I did use one." Kirsten sighed at Jack with relief as he answered the question. She turned his head back to Alex as he asked another question. Jack was staring blankly at his best friend.

"Did it break?" Alex's face got closer to Jack's. Alex knew Jack would be very careful. They broke the rule last night and if the crew found out about it, they will be in great danger.

"Fuck that one question, no it didn't!" he did not liked the questions Alex was throwing, but he kept on answering.

"Then that's it! You don't have anything to worry about." Alex stood up and touched their chins. They were like little children waiting for an absolution about the deed they have committed. They were waiting for it to get resolved.

"I know you always use protection. But she's a guest for heaven's sake, Jack! What were you thinking?!" It seemed that Alex finally released his pent up confusion, relief and worries with that. He punched him without brute force on his left chest, exactly where Jack Skellington is.

"And to think that sex is prohibited on the tour bus.!" he added before leaving with his fingers scratching his head.

Alex walked out, his steps were heavy. He knew they slip up sometimes, but he felt sad about what happened to Kirsten. She has the most carefree smile and biggest grin among the fans he met up close and personal. The least he could do was scold Jack, and feel bad about letting it happen to them.

"Di-did I violate you?" Jack asked Kirsten after Alex left and reached his bunk bed.

"No! Am I cheating? Am I a bad person now?" Kirsten can't find the right questions, where should she even start?

"No! No you're not." Jack hugged her and comforted her. She looked very different from the happy Kirsten they first met the day before. The Kirsten in front of him that time was worried sick and looked like she's carrying a lot of burdens.

"Let us settle it with this:" Jack held her hand. "that was a memorable and fun experience." he started playing with her hair with his other free hand.  Kirsten just looked up on him, sadness still traced in her eyes.  "Nothing bad will happen because of it. It was just casual and fuzzy."

"but still casual" Kirsten followed-up.

They cracked a good laugh after that and everything went back to normal on that day, alone.

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