Oh, Calamity!

Damn it's such a shame

□□  she knew it was unlikely to happen. □□

They continued their 'it' conversation after being pulled in to their hug. "Of course, I won't do it with other girls. But can I do it with Alex?" the typical Jack annoying, but really cute and funny question.

"You'll only do it with Alex only by the time you'll feel unsure with your sexuality." Kirsten rides on with his silly question with a grin on her face. And by being unsure, she means when Jack falls out of love with Alex.

Another kiss in the forehead for the sad, happy, excited and confused Kirsten.

"Nah.. I think I won't need that." Jack grabbed her shoulders and hugged her tight. He can't contain everything inside his body so he is making a lot of physical contact with Kirsten just to calm himself and say that he cares through his hugs.

He started to feel different on hugging Kirsten. He knows he mostly encourages hugs to feel other girls' boobs. He's really open about taking a liking on it. But her lean frame makes him feel different. He can't feel her chest completely but he can feel a little.

But what worries him more was their situation.

"I.. I hope that we already settled this.. even for just a bit." Jack said as he tilts his head away from her. He was as burdened as Kirsten, so he was hoping to resolve some things for both of them.

"Well.. I don't want to bitch about all these things but, I'm pretty sure we can talk about the other things later, or maybe next month?" Kirsten was being practical as she does not want to treat everything to be permanent for her. Whatever is settled at that time, might change by the next week or after an hour. She was aware of the different stages of pregnancy, and she does not want to ruin their day in discussing all of it.

"Then, let's try to figure those out!" Jack smiled like a kid and he really wants to know more.

"Ice breaker style?" Kirsten asked even if she was not interested in doing so. She can't turn down Jack's excited face. If she can just turn down his idea, she would, but she couldn't.

"Not really.. We'll do it Jack's style." Kirsten nodded in response to Jack's idea.

"Alright.. uhmmm.. "

The bus stopped before Jack can even think of a question. He still doesn't know where to start preparing for pregnancy. He hasn't googled it yet. He heard some information from the past, but every woman is different. The coping mechanisms vary depending on the person and the medical condition.

"Oh! New Jersey!" Kirsten exclaimed.

"You sure?" Jack asked her as both of them looked outside the window. The beach was a little crowded. The sun was looking forward to setting.

"It is on your tour dates. I kept a list of them, so I can plan out some things."

They had some staring contest before Kirsten realizes how much of a stalker she sounded. And what are those things that she was planning out?

If everything went wrong for her and Jack, she has a back-up plan of where to stay or which tour stop has the nearest airport or bus stop. She thinks it will all go down to waste, because Jack wanted her to stay. But she still kept the list for emergency purposes.

"Uhh.. I just.. I read.. yeah,. I read about it. Oh wait! Why are you not aware of our next destination?" Kirsten asked and trying to change the subject by asking another question.

Little did she know that Jack has a lot of things running on his mind that it just  slipped away from him.

"I never read those. I just hop in on the bus, and that's it! "