Forever Fated with you [COMPLETED]

FFWY 26 - Only You

CIELO'S P.O.V

I can still remember what happened before and until now everything's still fresh deep inside me. I can't even understand now why I came back, why I decided to still make a way for me to be able to see him again. I thought doing so would help alleviate the pain but I was wrong, I was very wrong.

It felt like how I feel when I saw him that day kneeling on my grave and crying his heart out. I feel betrayed but at the same time I feel like he really loves me and it's making me confuse like I do now. How could he be able to stir my heart any time he wants and making me fall in love all over again? How could he when I know at the end of the day he will still hurt me all the same.

I should not let my walls crumble again. I should not let my guard down dahil alam ko sa huli I would end up regretting it. Sa dami nang pinagdaanan ko, I really thought mamatay na ako that time while he was busy bar hopping and denying everything to the media na para bang ikinakahiya niyang nagka gf siya nang non showbiz that's how my parents told me about him when I woke up after several weeks of being under coma. How could he be doing that? How could he act outright that he doesn't care about me kung talagang mahal niya ako tulad nang pinapalabas nang mga kaibigan niya ngayon? Or even how he told me about the supposed to be Rielle.

I don't know what to believe to anymore. Naguguluhan ako, I thought I would get answers kung paanong nakayanan niyang gawin lahat nang iyon sa akin sa kabila nang sobra kong pagmamahal sa kanya. Ang daya-daya niya. Ang daya niya dahil alam niyang sa simula palang sobrang mahal ko na siya samantalang siya? Kailan niya sinabing mahal niya ako? Nang gabi pa kung kalian nalaman ko na ang buong katotohanan nang panloloko niya sa akin.

Naiiyak na naman ako.

"Ano ba Rielle, tama na. Nagpapakatanga ka na naman" tanging sambit ko sa sarili ko

Pinunasan ko ang nakawalang luha sa mga mata ko. Narinig kong may tumatawag sa cellphone ko kaya naman sinagot ko na iyon agad nang makita kong si Grace ang tumatawag.

"Couz" marahang batik o sa kanya "Oh Thank God! Mabuti naman at marunong ka pa palang sumagot nang tawag sa cellphone mo Chie!" pangaral nito sa akin "Alam mo bang nagbabalak nang umuwi sa Pilipinas sila Tito at Tita?!" napaupo ako nang maayos sa sinabi ni Grace.

"H—ha?! Anong uuwi? They can't! Hindi pwede!" nagpapanic kong sabi "You should have been careful then. They saw the news about you being paired with Wayne sa youtube. Plus you've been out of reach these past few days kaya ayun" paliwanag nito sa akin. Tumayo na ako at nagpabalik-balik sa paglalakad sa paanan nang kama ko. "Grace please. Don't let them come home first. Malapit na rin akong bumalik diyan, I just need to clear some things on my mind. I don't like the feeling confused and alam mo naman di-ba? I told you I saw him noong mga panahong di pa ako masyadong nakaka alala." pakiusap ko rito.

"Chie naman! I told you he's not good for you. Niloko ka lang niya at ang alam niya wala ka na. Isa pa—ano pa bang kailangan mong malaman just for you to believe us na nagsasabi kami nang totoo. And besides bago ka umalis sabi mo naaalala mo na ang mga nangyari sa nakaraan—if that's true then paano mo nakakayanang harapin ang lalaking nanloko at nanakit sa'yo?" naiirita nitong sabi

"I can remember things from the past—those days kung saan pinaramdam niya sa aking espesyal ako sa kanya. I remembered all of that and then the last memory was when he was running after me which is when I found out that he had a deal with my parents. Including that moment when he said he loved me" naiiyak kong sabi "And you believe him?" di makapaniwalang sabi ni Grace, natigilan ako sa sinabi niya.

"Do I? Do I believe him that he really loves me?"

"Ano? Di ka na makapagsalita? Chie, please umuwi ka na. Isa pa—kahit si Nick pinagtataguan mo. He was so damn worried about you. Dati rati ayaw mong mahiwalay sa kanya tapos biglang iiwan mo sa ere yung taong nanatili sa tabi mo sa mga panahong you feel so lost dahil nawala ang memory mo" paalala ni Grace sa akin "And I think I know the reason why I was fond of him during those times Grace" singit ko sa paglilitanya niya