~Liyah's POV~
Dear Diary,
Life is trying me. I lay in bed, contemplating my own death. I thought I was free, but I'm not. I never was. Auggie almost did stuff with me and the monsters are back, I don't know what to do anymore.
I feel like I'm a thousand waves deep in the ocean. Should I drown myself now?
My heart is breaking. I just want to curl up and die.
-Liyah.
I finish writing in my journal. I then put it back in special box...with it is a razor. I pick it up and study it. "Just do it." I hear a voice in my head. "Come on, you pathetic bitch. Just do it. You know you want to, cause that's all you're good for." It says.
I promised Elinor that I wouldn't cut anymore. She's the only one that knows about my scars and my past. But...the razor...it's calling to me. I'm in so much pain. "Fucking do it!" The voice says. I try so hard not to listen to it. But I fail.
I get up with the razor in my hand and go to the bathroom. I slowly lock it and sit down on the floor. I look at my wrist...and slowly drag the blade down it.
Useless. Slice.
Worthless. Slice.
Ugly. Slice.
Failure. Slice.
Not good enough. Slice.
I stare down at the cuts I have made so far, and I break down crying silently. I feel so worthless. And so stupid. I'm sorry. I think. I'm so sorry.
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♡Adopted By Narry♡ Sister Addiction
Hayran KurguThis is the story of a set of twins Elinor and Liyah. There is one issue, they look very different. But not only that but, Liyah is anorexic and she has more things that are happening. (Trigger warnings will happen a lot in this story) This book is...
