Gone Too Far (Police Officer/Delinquent Relationship) BOOK 1 (COMPLETED)

Chapter 42

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"After.

This is how it feels now. Blankness.

Numbness.

Nothing. "- Justine Larbalestier

F. Scott Fitzgerald once wrote "the loneliest moment in someone's life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly."

I know that feeling.

I'm living in that moment but it's not because of loneliness.

It's easier to feel numb when you're living an absolute nightmare.

I could have listened to Levi when he said for me to flee.

I should have.

I thought I could handle whatever Mr. Pratt threw my way. I wanted to be someone's hero.

As days passed; the longer I had to wait for my epic rescue, I'm struggling.

What strength was I so convinced I had?

What superpowers did I think I had to endure this torture?!

There's no immunity to this madness!

Mr. Pratt is different from the person I remember. He was kinder back then and was gentle. He never laid a hand on me. Now he's a cruel man who is set on torturing me slowly.

I think he's going to kill me.

He's hurting me. He's punching and kicking me in the head. I'm losing track of time.

He's losing his temper over the slightest things.

He's raping me 3 times in a day, almost like it's a replacement for breakfast, lunch and dinner. ---I think he's even raping me when I'm unconscious after he choked me so long that I passed out. I'm covered in his cum from head to toe when I regain consciousness. He doesn't even let me shower afterwards.

He's paranoid that people are after him. He's watching the news religiously, waiting for his picture to come on the screen as if it was a prize.

He's saying I'm cheating on him. Where is this mystery man? The windows are boarded up and he locks me in my own personal cage when he doesn't want me at his side.

He's saying I'm ugly, pathetic and worthless. He's telling me how much prettier I was in the ninth grade. ---How a typical man these days would find me repulsive to look at. He's humiliating me and critiquing my body as he's benefiting from my suffering.