Gone Too Soon (Police Officer/Delinquent Relationship) Preview 2

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Sequel To Gone Too Far http://www.wattpad.com/story/6676179-gone-too-far-police-officer-delinquent.

Not too long ago I was alone. Beatened, and battered. Struggling everyday to find acceptance. Acceptance from a mother who never thought I was good enough. And men I never let stick around. After all, most of them leave by sunrise anyway. It wasn't until I hit rock bottom, facing prison time that I got a second chance. And with that chance came a guy. A police officer who couldn't give up on me. He just wouldn't. He fought for me. Protected me from my past. Showed me kindness and understanding. And then love. But that was in the past and things are much different now. For one, he's gone.

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"In the end we only regret the chances we didn't take" – unknown

I've been to one funeral my enter life, my daughter Scarlett's. I was lucky that I didn't have much loss in my life. Scarlett's funeral was small and she was buried by the ones that loved her most. There was no big ceremony, a church with every pew filled. We didn't decorate a place with beautiful flowers and tables filled with pictures of her. I never had the chance to share many memories with her. The greatest memory I have of her was seeing her for the first time on the ultrasound. The worst memory was the day I realized I lost her and would never get the chance to hold her in my arms.

Funerals are more than just a day you try to celebrate someone's life. It's the day you get final confirmation that they are gone and they aren't ever coming back. It's the day you start to accept the reality of death.

I didn't go to Levi's funeral. I knew I would not be welcomed if I decided to show my face. His parents not only blamed me for his death but also for severing ties within their family. I was the bad girlfriend that stole their sons heart. I was also the girl they held accountable—" My baggage in life costed Levi's his," that's what Mrs. Knight had said.

I haven't had my time to say goodbye yet.

Dead on Arrival," that's what I was told when I arrived at the station. They never told me what I had to come down to the station for so I assumed it had to be about the paperwork I had asked them to fill out. I needed a recommendation letter to apply for a few college level courses. I wanted to take a few courses online while I still finished high school. I was trying to get my life on track. As soon as I stepped into Boss Man's office though, Melody was sitting there with a withdrawn look and I just knew something had happened. They said they found him lying in the face down position, surrounded by a pool of blood. I didn't know why I still bothered to ask them if he was alright, but they repeated again that he was dead.

I miss him.

I didn't kill him!



A/N: Continue reading Gone Too Soon here

http://www.wattpad.com/story/11529717-gone-too-soon-police-officer-delinquent

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