I Miss You Again
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I miss you, alright.
I'm not gonna deny it. I really do. I miss being someone you would share things with. You always tell me things when we talk. I miss that.
I miss looking at your face. Yes, I see your face, but I don't really see it. It's like I'm seeing you but you're not really there. I've been trying to keep my distance but I really miss looking at your face.
I miss the way you would always tease me. I hate it. You know I hate it when you tease me. But I love it. I hate it yet I love it. Every time you tease me, I feel like I'd always lose. You and your smart mouth; I can't keep up with you.
I miss hearing your bullshit. Yeah, your bullshit. Your stupid, silly jokes. They're bullshit. No punchline. They're stupid and hilarious and pathetic and annoying and I love every single bit of it. I miss to hear them again.
Most importantly, I miss loving you in silence and peace. Now I feel so down for making myself distant. I don't wanna be near you. I don't even wanna see you. I don't wanna talk to you and be the only one who wants to keep the conversation going. I don't wanna hurt myself.
I never know that it also hurts trying to not hurt yourself because the longing feels heavier than the pain.
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Midnight Thoughts ✔
Poetry"Writing can heal us too." ㅡ Midnight Thoughts is a collection of poems, real life conversations, fictional stuff, unsent letters, and most importantly, thoughts. This is for the ones who haveㅡ ...had their hearts broken. ...gone through bad breakup...
