Midnight Thoughts ✔

|86| Someone

Someone

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Youㅡbeing the main subject of my piece for the first time, you must be quite special. Or temporary. Or continuous. Or just once in a lifetime.

You intrigue me, I have to admit. There's something intangible about you that keeps pulling me toward you. It's only been three nights. This is moving so quickly it amazes me.

The thing is it happens so unexpectedly. I never knew you, never saw you before. Then we met and past experiences were shared despite not knowing each other.

That's the good thing about strangers. You can talk about whatever you want with strangers because they won't judge you. They don't know your past. They'll listen to whatever you want to say.

And I guess that's how it happens between us. We learned each other's pasts before we talked about the present.

I know for sure we're friends. But I don't know if it would turn into something else. And I don't know if I want to witness that. I don't know if I want to go through that again. I don't know if it's worth trying again.

And I don't know if I could differentiate between you and a particular someone.

I've been admiring someone from afar. Someone who's a year older. Someone who's the president of the biggest organization in college. Someone who's one of the top students in college. Someone who's so easy to get along with. Someone whose simplicity really attracts me to him. Someone who doesn't give up on trying to explain Mathematics concepts and calculations whenever I hit him up with questions until I understand the whole thing. Someone who's hilarious, humorous, smart, friendly, down to earth, helpfulㅡsomeone who makes me laugh.

And then you came along and distracted me over the weekend when he was nowhere in sight.

I don't want to get confused between the both of you. And I never intend to give any mixed signals. I just hopeㅡyou and Iㅡwe're as good as we are.