Dreams
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That was the second time I said, "I don't wanna wake up." Like, I had the first dream where I said that and when I woke up I was totally frustrated. It was about him too. Last night when he hugged me tight and I was so taken aback and I really didn't wanna wake up.
nawh....
i actually hate dreams like that
it kinda makes you feel again
For me, it's more like watering a burning flame. It's soothing. You know how you hope something would happen in reality but you know it wouldn't and it couldn't? And reality rather makes you feel it again. You see notifications and the littlest, deepest part of you unconciously hopes it's him. You hear your ringtone and somehow you wish it were him even though he's never even called you before. You see things around you and some things remind you of him. You go to places and you see him in that chair. You see him on the sidewalk. You see him on your notebook. You see him at the door. You see him at the places he's been before. And it hurts more. But in dreams, that's the only place where these pretty events could happen. In dreams, you see your hopes happen for real. In dreams, you see what you've always wanted to see in reality. And it calms you. If not in reality, then in dreams at least you can see how it would turn out and you feel content about it.
i know, i've felt it too. when dreams meet your expectations rather than reality. when dreams are just much more calming. you smile about it after, but it sucks because no matter what they are just dreams. ☹
The kind of dreams you don't wanna wake up from.
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Poetry"Writing can heal us too." ㅡ Midnight Thoughts is a collection of poems, real life conversations, fictional stuff, unsent letters, and most importantly, thoughts. This is for the ones who haveㅡ ...had their hearts broken. ...gone through bad breakup...
